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well..
after all the years..
next year is the year tht all my frends hav to study harder..
is the year tht decide the path of our life..

hmmm..
giving out present is nt about the cost of it..
just the 'xin yi' from urself..
buying expensive present, making a charming present doesnt show any love..
make the one eu love feel ur 'xin yi' out of tht present..

make clear of urself..
whether worth to buy a present for the eu love anot..
make clear of urself..
whether who is she to eu..
make clear of urself..
after all ur effort and there is no reponse, whether eu shud put it down or nt..
make clear of urself..
do eu really love the one tht eu're proposing..

whn is too late..
ppl will think eu use money to buy his/her heart..
whn is too late..
eu will find is stupid to do such thing to him/her..
whn is too late..
ur heart will b broken down into pieces, losing self confidence..
whn is too late..
eu'll find tht eu're wasting time and effort on him/her..

watever eu do to him/her tht is really came from ur heart..
he/she will feel it..
whether right or wrong..
he/she will forgive and cherish watever eu do..
if eu're the one..
he/she will never hurt eu..

happiness r nt given by anyone..
eu r the one who reach for the happiness..
sadness r nt selfborn expression..
eu r the one who made urself sad..
love r nt provide in any circumstances..
eu r the one who find the love out of ur heart and cherish it..

path of ur life, ur heart, ur feelings, ur thaughts, and ur wills r nt sh0wn..
find urself a good path to walk through..
make urself clear of wat eu wan and make every decisions wisely..
once fallen and mistaken..
there's no turning back..

i've learn from many mistake..
i've done many mistake..
i've made many ppl dislike me..
i've made someone who i love feel annoyed..
i've made myself sad and disappointed..
i've made myself dull..

chances r nt always given..
but once there's a chance..
cherish it..

look into urself..
ask urself..
wat shud b done and wat shudn't b done..
is every decision eu made is clear from ur mind..
is it worth to play on relationship or having 2 mates at once..
hw would they feel?

watever it is..
choices r made by ourself..
wat i've done, there's no turning back..
changing the face can change nothing..
facing the change can change everything..
dont compare oneself with another..
tht's insulting urself..

dont turn back and chg the beginning..
move forward and start a new beginning..

New Year! l0lz

well.
in a blink of an eye..
CHristmas is 0ver and now looking forward for new year..

hmmm.. time passes so fast..
this Christmas season i've been to many places to view the deco of it..
pavillion.. klcc.. times square.. leisure mall.. Pyramid.. sg wang..
but i still love pavillion's deco the most..

well..
this christmas was the most loneliness i had for all these time..
went to evon's church to hav a celebration..
exchange gift.. eat.. chat.. photo.. but sadly..
we didnt managae to take pic together.. i mean just oni me n her..
hmmm..
half of the day i was vr down..
walking alone in shopping mall at pavillion and ts..
bunch of friends were enjoying there... lolz..

well..
nth much to say..
hope eu'll lk my present.. ^^
f0rm 5 life is coming.. let's face it together..
2010 here i come..

hereby.
i wish to my friends..
do enjoy the holiday and cant wait to c eu all in school..
next year woukd b a tough year..
and might b our last year studying together..
i really miss the time whn we're still in 4S1..
lolz.. lets pray.. hope we'll b together forever no matter whr we r..
Friends forever.. ^^

ALL THE BEST!
and

Happy 27th.. =) get well soon..

2.22am****
27th December 2009****

Christmas is here s00n!!

t0day..
16/12/09..
an0ther 0uting with frendz!

..:: NameListz ::..

`` Julius
`` Ev0n
`` Tai
`` CarmEn
`` Min
`` Ycy
`` Ryan
`` Ting
`` Alex
`` B00n
`` Lim

went t0 redb0x early in the aftErn00n.. xD
the price is nice..
the sound system is sux..
the food is uhh~~!!
l0lz.. but i h0pe they enjoy laa..
even i dun..
my throat was terrifying making my v0ice weird while singing..

hmmm...
傻瓜 this song really killing me..
especially she sing it.. is w0nderful..
had quite a l0t 0f fun there..
but..
whn singing N0thing G0nna Change My L0ve F0r Eu..
i was looking at her.. my heart were saying tht t0 her.. l0lz
hmmmm.. l0lz.. speechless..

after tht we went t0 pavilli0n with0ut..
ting, alex and boon coz they went f0r L4D2..
0nce we reached thr we t00k picture with my ph0ne! xD

the 1st pic 0nce we step int0 pavilli0n!

thn we went f0r m0vie..
we keep deciding whether t0 watch wat m0vie..

st0rm warri0rs....z0mbieland..
st0rm warri0rs....santau..
finally..
we..
watched..
The Princess and The Fr0g! ==
bef0re the m0vie start we hav a walk and drink..
all gam mai play me and ev0n.. ==
carmen, ycy and taii.. ><
but i enjoy.. l0lz.. swt.. ==''

well this m0vie quite nice.. funny.. musical~~ l0lz..
hmmmm..
0h ya.. pavilli0n GSC's seat r c0mfy!! xD
is the 2nd time i seat with eu during m0vie.. l0lz..
thn we went back ar0und 6.30..

t00k s0me pics bf0re went h0me..

ev0n smile laaa~~ ^^

terrible thing starts..
m0n0rail was sux!
in just tht 2 stati0ns peri0d..
my heart were pumping extreamly fast..
w0rrying b0ut tht 2 girls..
this and tht bla bla bla..
she even stuck in the train.. @@
but lastly we all safely came 0ut fr0m tht sandwich baker.. l0lz..

went h0me..
bath..
dinner..
0nline..
and nw..

g00d nite!!
hapii day!! ^^

12月16号2009年, 半请半雨天..

hmmmm?

eu're beautiful..
eu're smart..
eu're cool..
eu're adorable..
eu're charm..
eu're my everything..

i dunno hw t0 cherish..
in fact i always find out trouble..

y am i so stubb0rn..
y am i so stupid in every act?
y am i so childish?!

chg Julius chg!
dun b stubborn..
nonody will like it! ==

12月13号2009年, 晴天..

haih....

well well well..
nth much to blog..
holiday passes vr fast..
nt much ppl online..
getting up with the tuition life and getting ready to face f0rm5 challenge..

christmas is coming too..
everywhere in KL shopping mall do have many attractive deco..
the feel of christmas in my heart is growing stronger! xD
Cold War starts again.. ==
y always lk tht?
my fault or ur fault?
v cant get vr well with each other these days..
argh!!!

well..
sry for everything..
eu're free nw..

12月12号2009年, 请天..

Hapii 0r Sad?

well..
0ur c0ld war started again..
countdown 4days le.. lolz..
mayb is good.. can do own things freely..

hmmm...
nth to blog actually..
Christmas is near and i'll get my new phone soon! ^^
errrr...
i duno i shud b hapii or sad whn i heard tht news.. lolz..
anyway.. best wished..

12月12号2009年, 请天....

wat's wr0ng with me!!

wat the hell happen with me..
in this 2days i hav made her pissed 0ff.. in just these 2days!

what's wrong with me~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shud i just shut up..
uhh~~

12月4号2009年, 雨天..

i felt loneliness..

this moment..
duno y..
i just wanted someone to talk to me..
i felt vr lonely..
i hope my blog wont leave me alone.. lolz..

dota alone..
msn alone..
SDO alone..
haih..
wat's up with all my dear frends? hmmm.. bz holiday for them..
boring holiday for me..

good or bad?

hmmm..
since a long time i have been update my bl0g..
well..
many things had happened..
since is holiday..
day by day passed abnormally.. ==

ytd whn to celeb milk's birthday..
is a sudden invite from her..
whn with kok, carmen, milk and her..
surprisingly..
i sit with her during a quite interesting movie Mulan.. lolz
the feeling is strange.. for the whole movie..
took ph0t0s.. l0lz.. nice 0uting th0ugh..

today..
whn out again..
this time round with tai, min and ting..
watch Christmas Carol..
for me..
i love this movie..
gave some important lesson..
the circumstances of the movie makes me love christmas more..
in addition..
we watched it in 3D..
the snow is lovely and beautiful..

this year didnt work..
thr's no income coming in..
i'm short of income this time..
i've nt enuff money to buy any gift.. omg!
uhh...

well..
today..
i'm hapii during the bright sun still up high in the air..
i'm down whn the moon raises..
since morning till nw..
didnt sms n msn..
is normal wat!
y am i thinking so much?
i'm still out of my mind..
haih..
hope everything would just brush it off..

Christmas Countdown : 22 days

12月3号2009年, 雨天..

...::: things goes over and come over :::...

b0ring h0liday

last time..
during h0liday..
a l0t 0f ppl 0nline..
but wat happen to this h0liday?

h0liday lk exam..
less ppl 0nline..
it's really dun feel lk h0liday.. l0lz..
haih..
feel strange this few days..

next week start tuiti0n again..
haih..
the m0st b0ring h0liday tht i ever had..

...::: b0ring :::...

Last Gathering for 4s1.. ^^

4S1 guys.. eu guys rox!

The family of 4S1

...::: 18th November 2009 :::...

...::: best school family ever :::...

tagged by Suii Ev0nnE

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. JuLius
2. Ju
3. Julie ..::ting call me tht::..
4. DragonBall ==

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. 28 Feb
2. 1 Jan
3. 25 Dec
4. 21 Dec 2012 ..::Doomsday?::..

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. DotA
2. Msn
3. Listen S0ngz
4. Fb-iNg

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. DotA
2. KicK a footbAll as far as I coUld
3. ChaT wiTh frEndz
4. LisTen tO soNgz

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. the person wh0 taggEd me.. >.<
2. HumAnz
3. hUmaNz
4. humAnZ

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. b00ts
2. Limited eDition JersEy ..:: Man U ::.. xD
3. Car, ph0nE, LapT0p
4. Usain B0lt's speed, bEckhaM's freEkicK skiLL, EinstEin's Brain

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
1. DotA
2. ListeN MusIcz
3. Sd0
4. Fb

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. England
2. Japan
3. Switzerland
4. Taiwan

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Vodka
2. Juice
3. Champagne
4. Screwdriver

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. HeaDph0nE
2. wAx
3. monEy
4. swEEtz

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. WhitE
2. Black
3. BluE
4. SilVer

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
1. Ts
2. Sg waNg
3. PaviLLi0n
4. PasaR mlm

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
1. Family~
2. Friends~
3. muSicz
4. f00tball

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. prEsents received
2. suM1 w0uld plAy pian0 f0r me~
3. j0ining ManU reserves~
4. surprisiNg biRthdAe

TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. Blue A0i
2. mE
3. ZuhaIri
4. SheriLyn

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. ntH better 2 d0
2. tagged by Ev0nnE
3. f0r fuN
4. s0ng

THE PEOPLE WHO I GOING TO TAG:
1. ShEriLyn
2. Blue A0i
3. Kuroshuji
4. huManz
5. Ev0nnE

is everything still in ur heart?

i duno y..
is he still in ur hearT?
deep beneath ur broken heart?
do eu still think of him?

i dunno y i cant let it go..
although is a past tense..
and is non of my business..
y am i kip thinking about it?

y my eye sight kip on aiming at eu?
y my heart kip thinking of eu?
wat am i up to?

i wish to talk to eu everyday..
but it just could nt happen..
i dunno wat eu say..
i'm scare of ur response..
ur cold response do hurt me much..

i do look lk avoiding eu..
but nt my heart..
i still care..
i still concern..
but i dun deserve to do this..

i jsut wanna know..
where is he in ur heart..

i'm kinda stupid thinking bout the past..
it annoys eu..
i noe..
and eu do dislike me sometimes or always or duno~


11月10号2009年, 雨天...
4S1 加油!!

i couldn't let go of my blog..
without it..
i would b in the grave.. =X

I wish.. I wish and I wish..

2 years plus..
i've been in love with a girl..
but nw..
everything changes..
the feel i hav towards eu is fading away..
as lk eu said..
mayb we're more comfortable being a frend..

there's something i kept in mmy heart for a long time..
i dun wish everything to b lk nw..
i wish to b lk last time..
there're too many thingss around me tht will bring my mind back to eu..
it mayb stupid..
but for me..
is everything and is memorable..
since 06.07.07 the bus ticket on this date i've kept it till nw..
and 06.07.08 and so do 06.07.09..
these 3 ticket with ur birthdates on is with me..
i've been keeping it long time..

many ppl asked..
and many ppl say..
'' if i were eu i would let it go''
yes.. i'm doin and trying my best..
everything goes wrong for me but nt for eu mayb~~

i admit i often jealous..
i'm sensitive..
mayb this is bcoz my love for is too deep..
tears after tears..
laugh after laugh..
memories are still in my heart..
i wish the clock could turn back..
turn back to time whn we're as close as never..
i wish and i wish and i've always wish..

something tht i've never done it..
and there'll b no chance i guess..
the words tht kept in my mouth for a long time..
well..
let''s end this..

Evonne..
I LOVE EU~!!







Forever [ -LuVz- ]..
11月3号2009年, 晴天..

evrything ends..........
~~BLOG CLOSED~~

Gambade!!

exam is just around the corner!
let's prepare our mind to face form 4 final war!

hmmmm...
many things changes from time to time..
jealousy in my heart would nvr gone off..
lying to myself saying tht my heart has opened..
all is just a fake and lies in my heart..
y would i b jealousing if my heart really had opened up?

further and further sumone is goin away..
sooner or later..
contact will b getting lesser and lesser..
mayb oni can b contacted through MSN or something..
hmmm...
mayb is another obstacles..
after all..
i had to retreat even if i dun things will b nt as lk before..
i had lost evrything..

whether i'm jealousing or envying eu..
talented, smart, intellegent, clever..
hapii to c eu all getting along..
and i'm moving away..
without any misunderstanding..
dun worry..
i'm nt mistaken or anything..
something wont b happening means wont..

let's hope and b prepare..
to face the upcoming war..
pick up the shield..
choose ur weapon..
train up ur mind..
and let's go to face the war!

4s1..
b ready..
let's do the best out of our best!

10月21号2009年, 雨天..

...::: prepare our mind to face the challenge :::...
...::: face the change :::...
[ -LuVz- ]
[ -4.47p.m- ]
[ -21st October 09- ]

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no inspiration to write blog recently..
hmmm..
grey day go on everyday..
daily routine..
day by day..
things changes frequently..

trying to b good to everyone..
but failed..
hmmm..
anyway..
just recover back from minor dengue..
take blood for 4 consecutive days..
pain lk duno wat..
luckily it recover~!! ^^

exam is just around the corner..
many of my gang are studying..
some of them still enjoying gaming..
so do i half study half play.. ^^

for the past..
i may b a bad guy..
trying my vr best to chg myself..
but my past has spoil everything..
there'll b no turning back..
no matter hw hard i try to chg..

in the mean time..
everything seems to b lk cold and calm..
just lk the breeze ocean..
hope i can b lk normal and lk before..

10月18号2009年, 雨天..

...::: no turning back :::...

...::: life is full with ups and downs :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -12.24a.m- ]

[ -18th October 09- ]

中秋节party! ^^

well..

3rd october 09..

was the best mooncake festival tht i had in my teenage life.. ^^

having great fun with my buddies~~

we're invited by carmen to her house..

so much fun~!! ^^

tai, me, lyn, hua, ting, ycy, min, nie, julia, tew's brother, carmen..

at first we tot tai was nt coming..

but at last he came..

but once he arrived eu wished him bye~~~ haha..

he get back in the car and close the door.. xD

at last still nid to come down with his guitar.. haha..

but we miss out many ppl..

yuk, evon, JE, cyc, lim, zuzu.. haixxx..

we sing song..

we walk along the streets with lantern..

we joke around..

we chat around..

we take pictures..

we eonjoy it!

i love eu guys!! ^^

here are some pics..

group pics~~ but min, hua, ycy, nie, julia went back >.<''

me and tai.. xD

me, taii and boon singing tong hua.. boon sing.. ^^

star.. xD me, tai, boon, ycy's hand..

walking along the streets with lanterns!! ^^

me with candles on my nails.. ^^

tht's hw the mooncake festival end..^^
memorable 1.. hehe..
guys.. hope there's another party lk this next year..
even we're facing SPM..
fun is still goin on among us..
next year mayb at Nie's house ^^
i love eu guys my life!

10月5号2009年, 请天..

...::: 好的新开始:::...

...::: hapii always! :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -12.40a.m- ]

[ -5th October 09- ]

中秋节快乐!

今天是中秋节了!
haha..
well..
is Mooncake Festival~!
nth much special actually.. hmm..

many things in my heart i dun dare to speak it out..
is kinda lame and meaningless to sum1..
one sided love will nt work out.. sir eu're right! ^^
the one who suffer is always the side tht oni giving out effort and love..
but feeling cant use to b forced..
trying to understand many things but cant actually..
i'm trying my best to treat her as a normal friend..
but the response i get it seems nt tht i expected..
for me.. a normal friend for nw is more thn enuff barhx..
bout best friend i dun think i could b as close as others..
hmmmm....

well..
tonight there'll b a party or a festive class gathering?? lolx..
wat i expect is it will b a GREAT party or outing..
hope there's no obstacles..

i'm here to speak out tht..

4s1 is the best ever~!!
i love all of eu~!!

carmen..
tai..
lyn..
min..
hua..
ting..
tewz..
jie yi..
ycy..
nie..
julia..
lim..
yin mei..
zuzu..

i love eu guys~!! as friend~~~~
lolx.. i'm mad already..
evon..
wat i wish is just tht we can b lk last time..
tht's my oni hope..

中秋节快乐~!!
10月3号2009年, 请天

...::: game 0ver :::...

...::: 永远都那么爱你:::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -2.14a.m- ]

[ -3rd October 09- ]

end hurtly.. start a new beginning?

well..
nth much to say actually..
go school as normal..
go tuition as normal..
everyday rain..

it seems many things changes..
i'm mad now.. lolx..
planning for holiday outing.. too early? lolxx..
final exam yet to come.. must work harder..
prove tht i'm nt USELESS~!!

hmmmm...
i'm trying hard to treat everyone fairly..
no one is better or good.. just all are same..
especially her.. but.. it seems for her lk nth~~
the gaps are widening.. nw thr's a big hole between us~~
all come to an end..
should i start from zero? or hav a new beginning?

scene captures by our eyes will last in our heart forever..
picture captures by camera are just a flash back memory tht wont last forever..
every words said will kip in our heart..
every words recorded will once be deleted..
being happy, life goes through happily..
being sad, life feels meaningless..

10月1号2009年晴天..

...::: game over :::...

...::: 来个好的开始好吗? :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -2.15p.m- ]

[ -1st October 2009- ]

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hmmm..
nth much to say..
many thing changes recently..
good and bad..

holiday just over..
but i'm still in holiday mood.. lolx..
oh ya..
i also realise tht i dunno hw to jokes! lolx..
pai seh lorhx..
is this wat we call as no sense of humour? o.O
hmmm...
mayb i'm nt the funny 1 but is the cool 1..
or mayb nt both either.. lolx..

9月29号2009年, 雨天

...::: game over :::...

...::: hapii always! ^^ :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -9.52p.m- ]

[ -29th September 09- ]

Holidae~~

today..
23rd of september 09..
went out to times square again..
this time round..
oni me, min, tai, ycy, babi and zuzu went to sing k-lunch..
finally min and babi sing.. so do ycy..
hahaxx...

after the singing..
we go on for movie.. G-Force 3D.. xD
thts my 1st time watching 3D show.. lolx..
but sry for zuzu.. coz eu didnt tell me eu're available..
after movie..
they all accompany to buy a t-shirt and a pant..
hmmmm..
tht t cost me RM20..
but.. tht pant cost me RM55.. @@
thts normal for nw.. sob~~~
but i love it.. ^^

after tht..
my turn accompany min to buy his piercing stuff..
thn go find tai's sister..
oh ya..
b4 tht..
we saw his sis at LRT station 1st..
wow.. she kip staring at me.. at 1st i tot she's staring at min..
but.. aww... she is staring me.. >< tak tau y..

after shopping babi went takken with min~~ lolxx..
quite a bored game though..
thn play daytona..
i hate tht game.. duno y.. xD
thn we all went home~~
hahahhahahaha..
wat a day~ ^^

actually.. i just back from futsal.. haha..
tiring but an enjoying day! ^^
well.. thts hw the day end..
is been a long time tht i've been so hapii..
the happiness has been hiding for a long time..
i giv myself 80% for nt being so down and sad!! ^^

school gonna reopen soon..
Julius Wong..
dun think too much le..
concentrate on studies..
get the hell out of ur mind..
let's enjoy to the max!

...::: withdrawn day 50 :::...

...::: 一直在等待 :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -12.55a.m- ]

[ -24th September 09- ]

明白

hmmm..
all these while..
i've been lost..
duno where and wat should i go and do..

one sided love is really suffering and hurts a lot..
loving someone tht dont love eu is just lk a dream..
being talked or gossip is really bad..

''eii, ur bf ar?''
''你的男友啊?''
''eu 2 together le?''
''你们一起了?''

mayb eu dun lk hearing all these..
thts same to me too..
tht is y i think eu treat me differently..

i noe tht..
once someone know u like him/her, then him/her dun like u..
it will eventually bcome lk enemy and is hard to b as frend as last time..
eu've change me..
and i learnt tht..
sacrifies is nt all..
有feel也不是大完的..

nw really nt the time to think bout all these prob..
form 4 life is getting shorter and form 5 life is getting closer..
we hav our own dream..
we hav our own destiny..

747 days already..
being honest to eu..
gt a moment i really did lk someone else..
but i found tht..
我最爱的人是你不是她..
hmmm..
mayb..
eu dun feel safe and comfortable with me..
hw i feel i'll oni keep in the heart and wont say it out loud..
anyway..
we're just friend or even best friend nw rite? ^^ 我看开了很多


Hapii Holidae~!!
after this holiday..
must concentrate on studies le..
hope for a better tomolo.. =)

...::: withdrawn day 48 :::...

...::: hapii always :::...

...::: keep waitin? :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -12.55a.m- ]

[ -22nd September- ]

吓到笑~haha

well..
today..
early in the morning..
7.30a.m~~ had a ''wonderfull'' football with..

BC..
Ko..
Kok..
Tai..
Alex..
GW..
Boon..
Lim..
Min..
Reagen..

hmmm..
can say is a ''nice game'' barhx..

soon after..
hua, me, min, ycy, ngeow, reagen, chee kin, kok and KO whn to TS..
guess wat..
evon, carmen and milk was thr too..
but..
by the time i noe..
they already on da way back..
hmmmm...
they went thr for K-Lunch and we whn thr for a funny and quite scary movie..
after the movie i straight go home..
feel unwell and skipped tuition again.. haih~~

after bath and dinner..
check on blog..
guess wat..
she post her singing thr..

she's just gorgeous..
she's just wonderfull..
she's just a perfection!

wat can i say bout her more?
duno y..
everytime i listen to her singing..
i'll smile outside but sad on the inside..
just mayb she's too good for me..

well..
Evonne is a wonderfull girl tht should b cherished..
hmmmm...
eu're just GORGEOUS for me..
i love to hear eu sing.. ^^

傻瓜我们都一样~~ lolx..

...::: withdrawn day 43 :::...

...::: 等待:::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -9.05p.m- ]

[ -16th September- ]

♪♫Happy Music Valentine..♪♫

well..
many odd things happen to me barhx..
today..
i mayb said something too sensitive till carmen mad at me..
but i dun get it..
hw i feel whn she say..
'' if he go today i dowan go.. ''
is tht a joke?
am i tht annoying?
do she hate me tht much??

strange..
bout her lerhx..
is been days i didnt talk to her already..
it doesn't seems affect her and she dun care bout anything..
i guess..
lolx.. is just a stupid act by me..

no sms..
no msn..
no FB chat..
no talk..

and for others..
if there's something happen between some1 and some1..
there's nth gud to b discuss..
hw do ppl feel if eu all discuss lk tht infront of them..
i specialise a bit..
dun lk wat i say sound me up if eu all lk~~

Carmen..
Evon..
Alex..
Yin Mei..
Vinnie..

wat so gud to discuss?
just ask him if eu all wanted to..
everyone of us is FRIEND for me..
but for mayb some of eu doesnt treat me so..
i already dun care much bouth tht..
but i just hope eu will b honest to me..
i feel damn sad whn everytime i talk to eu..
made me dun hav the courage to talk to eu..
wat i ask about eu..
eu oni will say..

no ar..
ok ar..
nth ar..
duno ar..
or even ''eu dun nid to noe''

but whn i talk bout other ppl's matter..
eu'll say ''ppl things dun bother larhx''..
lolx.. wat to talk thn? mayb is my prob barhx..
nt as funny as Alex..
nt as talkative as Tai..
nt as cool as Min..
thts make us dun hav any conversation..
i hav a heart full of jealousy thts wat i noe..

no matter whr and whn..
i'll always obsserve and look at eu..
i guess eu noe tht too..
gt 1 moment..
eu look sad and just lk nt hapii..
but i ask eu..
guess wat.. eu say nth ar.. lolx..
can buy lottery liao..

b4 i end my post for today..
i would lk to say something to eu..
我一直会在等待你..
相信我真的不后悔..
因为我真的很爱你..

hmmm..
well..
tht's it i think..


♫♪Happy Music Valentine to Evonne~!! ^^♪♫

...::: withdrawn day 42 :::...

...::: 等待:::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -11.07p.m- ]

[ -14th September 09- ]

hmmmmm...

is been a long time since my last update..
recently..
everything seems goin on as to b a lil bit differ from b4..

1st of all..
tai.. cheer up..
nth to b sad of..
cherish wat eu hav and dun expect more..
things will get better in time..

hmmm...
less sms..
less msn..
oni able to giv comment and teasing eu oni thru FB..
i've notice tht..
less sticking with eu.. eu bcome much more freedom..
having fun with friends around..
great to c eu lk tht.. ^^
i dun mind if i sacrifies myself..

but..
sometimes i do felt fed up..
i already trying my best nt to always appear to b with eu..
but sometimes eu still giving me cold response..
or mayb i'm too sensitive..
or wat i talk make eu speechless..
haixxxx...
watever it is.. hope things will b better in time..

for nw..
if ppl do ask me issit tht i already fallen out?
i'll say mayb..
but..
in my heart..
eu'll b always appear as bright as the moon glares at night..

SARANG HEYO~!
I LUV EU FOREVER~!

...::: withdrawn day 40 :::...

...::: happiness cannot b brought by money :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -7.02p.m- ]

[ -13th Sept 09- ]

Damn it~!

today..
08.09.09
the day went bad..

the first time i cry in school~!!
nt cry really.. just gt tears fl0ws out..
i'm really suffering =(
watching them play..
i n0e they're having a lot of fun..
there're best buddy..

y tht guy oni noe hw to school ppl and stare at ppl whn ppl disturb sum1 he lk?
whn eu beat her i saw it~!
hw i felt?!
but well..
dun nid to care bout me..
i'm nt anyone to her too..
she enjoy playing with eu all nt me..
so..
mayb.. i shoudn't care so much bout this matter..

from wat i c from my EYES..
she's having nice time with both of them..
even if i avoid her..
she dun even care or mind bout it..
mayb my act is nt right..
but..
hmmm...
duno larhx..
she bcome vr active recently in class..
duno wat makes her turn lk tht..
well..
i better dun care so much barhx..
she's hapii thn enuff barhx..

ytd..
am i stupid or wat???
i waited her at school..
walking up and down.. fa bai ri mong at corridor..
waited her till 2p.m. which our school ends at 12.30p.m..
i frgt tht she gt tuition..
but.. i was surprise tht she didnt go..
lyn said tht she's having stomache.. she's alright i guess..

wat pisssed myself is..
i didnt even look at her whn i was goin out from the school..
nt even a look or a bye~!!
i'm sry.. i'm such coward..
wat's the matter with me?!!
i felt so bad recently..
i wonder hw she thinks bout me.. haih..
suan larhx..
day by day hour by hour passes throughout my life..
hope for a better tomolo.. =(

...::: withdrawn day 35 :::...

...::: long term friends are always feeling comfortable :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -8.14p.m- ]

[ -8th Sept 09- ]

Disgrace!!

1st September 2009..
around 9.30p.m..
horrifying incident happened infront of my eyes..

4 motorists..
with 4 parang.. pointing at my bro.. bro's gf and my grandma!!
at first i tot they do not hav any weapon so tht i can try my best to fight..
once i gone down i saw a parang!! omg~!! @@
phone.. license.. ic.. money.. even car key kne rob..
i had insomnia.. cant sleep till 3a.m so skipped school =(

called 999..
guess wat..
those pig come in 15-20minutes.. fast rite?
i'm here to say the shit out of Malaysia Police!!
hw they all pass their police teST?
oni noe rasuah money money money..
if ur family member who r get rob i'll say eu all wont b as steady as eu all r nw..
Malaysua Police really piss Malaysian off..
all also malay.. f**k the shit out of it!!

person who rob also malay..
in nw is ramadhan month..
puasa for waT?
pray for Allah for waT?
disgrace!! is a total disgrace!!
pray n puasa.. Islam thought them to rob?
use ur pig brain think larhx!!
eu all no family or any members who involve in the same situation..
pissed off!!

...::: withdrawn day 29 :::...

...::: Malaysia Police sux for life!! :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -2.35p.m- ]

[ -2nd September 09- ]

Dream

all the while i was just dreaming..
clouds cover up the sun..
leaving me dark in the reality..
envy of other couple..

name written in the stars was just a wish to me..
loving eu was just a dream..
or is it a nightmare?
day by day..
dreaming of the same old matter..

but this dream has change me a lot..
wat i dream nw has come to an end..
this dream really mean a lot to me..
this dream has faded and it doesnt came true at last..

hereby the wind will blow eu the happiness i wish for eu..
as the right one eu were seaching would came to eu..
hope the star will bring eu wat eu dream n wish for..
collapse, corrupted, broken and finally faded away..

as for Stephenie..
i'm here to wish eu 2 happily together.. lolx...
i wonder when would the day came to me?
she'll find hers someday later..
well.. waiting to day to come..
it could b a disasterest day in my life..
God Bless Me.. =(

...::: withdrawn day 27 :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -4.23p.m- ]

[ -31st August 09- ]

eu're rite..

evonne..
eu're rite..
i cant even take care of myself hw could i take care of eu?
sry if i failed to cheer or help eu out something..

i really cant understand myself..
wat i nid..
wat is my ability..
i can even noe wat is up with me..
i'm bz body thts wat i noe..

ppl talking to me..
even she herself call me to giv up..
i'm just being stubborn..
haih..
wat i wan actually?!! GOD!!!

i just wish to noe everything..
i just wish to noe wat others thinking..
i just wish to do i could change everything..
i just wish to hav a happy life lk anyone else!!

in the end..
i torture myself..
i hurt myself..
making myself just thinking on something tht shouldn't been thinking nw..
making my studies down to drain..

wat i gt in the end??
nth..
everything seems worthless..
hurt..
cry..
being hate by ppl..
i'm being such an annoying person..

it seems i dun look lk a guy..
cry n cry n cry..
frends trying to cheer me up..
console me..
but.. i just cant let eu go..
i did count..

i already loving eu for..
785days..
day by day i counted..
well..
my wish is getting simple n much more simple..
nw i just wish to b a best frend of urs..
and hope eu could treat me lk others in 4s1..
haih..

God Bless Me.. =(

...::: withdrawn day 27 :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -1.46a.m- ]

[ -31st August 09- ]

Holidays 0ver..

well..
no inspiration to write blog this few days..
just..
days nt goin so well for me..
nt as hapii as b4.. lolx..

hmmmmm...
as lyn said b4..
things will get better in time..
i h0pe so..

er... duno wat to say.. ><
oh ya..
Manchester United 2 - 1 Arsenal.. ^^
real Man U is back!!

well..
watching FF X.. outdated rite me? nw oni watch..
hmmmmm....
i lk wat Yuna n Tidus made the promises..

Yuna : I promise.. if we were seperated we'll just whistle.. ^^
[[ Tidus teached her to whistle!]]

1 more thing..
she said..
she practises smile eventhough she is sad..
she also asked Tidus to laugh out loud.. funny..
haih..
hw gud if we're lk them.. dreaming.. ==

hmmmmmm....
i hav scored 4 goals with my new weapon for 3 consecutive weeks!! ^^
hope this will go on.. lolx..

uhh~~~
feel tht..
my worries n my effort worth nth..
nt oni in ''tht'' matter.. others the same..
many things bothering around..
i'm acting strange as ever.. being annoyed..
haih..
watever it is.. hope for a better tomolo.. =(

...::: withdrawn day 26 :::...

...::: smile just to hide the sadness away :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -1.04p.m- ]

[ -30th August 09- ]

Wat a Day ==

wake up as normal..
11.00a.m.. still feel sleepy coz sleep around 2a.m last nite.. lolx..
boring morning.. zz
text her ask her wat time she go out..
planned nicely.. bath.. eat.. walk to station..
nt even 5 mins train come n met her at Pandan Jaya LRT station..
even she wear casually she is still the prettiest!! ^^
white t with shorts.. nice odour.. but we sit with a gap from each other.. lolx

meet up with yin mei at a cafe name Wong Si Nai.. cute name huh? xD
she ate tuna and drank honey lemon~~ lolx..
quite worry for her stomach.. dun misunderstand.. ><
thn we kip bully her by taking her pic.. which is a disadvantage for my sux phone..==
lolx.. thn she came up with an idea to write something to place on the mirror..
wrote something on it.. just to bla bla bla.. =P
everything go smoothly till tuition..
once again Anwar class was packed!! ><
tot gt a nicely 4 place for me, YM, Evon and KY..
but i sit with hua n ycy coz there gt a place and i dump her again ==
uhh!!! damn it..

after class..
as usual..
no chance to say a bye or even a wave of hand..
duno y feel lk waitin her to say bye~~
went D-Net alone.. play till ngam ngam 5..
waited her at I-Cafe for 5mins..
take a decision to wait at pudu LRT..
stand, walk up n down the stairs till the heavy downpour came..
i met CYC, Reagen, See Couple, Jun Fei Couple..
all ask me waitin wat i.. n i lie saying tht my bro on the way to LRT station.. nt all
waited about 20minutes she said mayb go back by taxi.. uhh~ okay..
wait another 5 mins thr's a train came and i went back alone in the rain..

reached home..

worry..

worry...

worry....

coz the rain is really heavy..
finally she text me whn she reach home..
saying tht she take LRT back..
i was lk..
wat the..
she kip saying sorry.. for?
well.. is my own decision to wait though..
just simply mean nt to wait her next time.. ><

later tuition again..
which i hate tuition at nite nw.. duno y..
uhh~!!

tht's it~!!
oh ya.. frgt

Hapii 27th Evonne!! ^^

...::: withdrawn day 23 :::...

...::: am i annoying? :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -7.41p.m- ]

[ -27th August 09- ]

enjoy? ^^

fisrt of all..
hapii bufdae to..

ZuZu..
Ycy..
Lim..

and thx for all who come for the so call celebration..

Tai..
Min..
Lim..
Zu..
Ycy..
Ryan..
Lyn..
Nie..
JE..
Evon..
Carmen..
Julia..
Yin mei..

hope eu all r having a great fun with today occasion..
especially Zu, Ycy and Lim..
today is really a special day..
sing K thn go bowling..

as for Neway part..
things go smoothly..
1st i've booked a room earlier tht can feat in many ppl..
lolx.. guess wat..
Room No. 27~!! evon hapii with tht? lolx..
can say lucky..
after long hours of singing..
the bill came..
it cost about RM363.40~!! ><

after tht we went for bowling.. oni boys playing ==
for the 1st 2 round oni guys were thr..
but out of no where all the girls came in..
i asked someone..
the reason is..
no place to walk.. ==
ok fine with tht..
many of eu all having great time with each other.. ^^
i'm glad with tht..
oh ya.. for the bowling result..
me 1st..
ycy 2nd.. many ppl replaced..
zuzu 3rd..

well..
as for me..
nt as wat i expected.. ^^
wat i wish non of it came true..
group pictures nt really been taken properly..
nvm barhx.. eu all enjoy thts enuff..
and..
i would lk to say something to Nie..
eu're the prettiest today.. lolxx ^^
thts all..
hope eu all enjoy it..
enjoy marhx? statisfied?

...::: withdrawn day 22 :::...

...::: chances r nt given but is cherish :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -8.20p.m- ]

[ -26th August 09- ]

Sorry for everything

ok..
i've deleted some of my post..
i'm here to apologise!
is my mistake n my bad bcoz of misusing the function of blog..
all the while i didnt notice my mistake..
i oni pointed out ppl's mistakes..

many ppl had advices him n helped him a lot..
i'm nt jealousing or wat..
well..
mayb i shouldn't take it so serious..
wat he say is right..
my past it would have spoil my image for nw..
my attitude is the 1 which is killing me all these while..
being too cool, too emo, and think of a lot of thing..

after a talk today after tuition..
i had understand..
nt everything come to my path must b perfect as wat i wish..
wat i did to her i really didnt think of her side..
i being too selfish of myself..
i oni think tht.. i treat eu gud.. sit bside her.. care of her..
have already shown my luv to her..
actually is nt..
i didnt think of her side..
actually..
i always ask her to text me whn she reach her destination..
well.. she dun nid to..
coz.. whr she go n who she with is nt really my prob..
she gt her frend.. she gt her freedom..
thinking of kissing really is my biggest mistake of my life..
mayb i should hide myself up and think of it again..

every cloud has it silver lining..
every star has it own wishes..
every season has it own characteristic..
every person have their own secret hiding bhind..

think n think n think again..
mayb..
i really dun understand anything well at all..
i've learn a lesson..
be myself..
dun care wat others think..
accept wat GOD gives us..
even i'm short..
but i noe de thing ntt less..
so.. i think GOD is always fair..
i'm hapii with wat i havve n dun nid to b 100% perfection.. =)

...::: withdrawn day 21 :::...

...::: every clouds has it silver lining :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -7,28p.m- ]

[ -25th August 09- ]

specialise to 4S1

well..
anything dislike each other or wat just speak it out here..
yes here.. at my blog.. write in the comment..
tired of all this..

i noe no1 is perfect..
but still..
y cant we all just b peacefull?
yaw hua n lyn's prob they'll settle themselves..
and u.. y must eu care? cant eu just fuck off?
the hate in us is real deep..
take a piss n look urself into it..
always say ppl backstab eu..
y cant eu ask urself wat is ur mistake n wat eu did till bother us?
i'm disappointed with eu..
ur attitude has chg from bad to worse..
last time eu weren't lk tht..
nw ur attitude are worse thn shit..
eu think many ppl supported eu?
lolx.. think about it..

there is a lot of misunderstand in our class..
as i'm the middle person..
i noe hell lots of thing..
but still..
i'll zip up my mouth..
dun beg me to tell plsss...

yes..
i do appreciate all of eu as my frend..

Carmen..
i bliv her the most in the class..
i've told her many things..

Babi..
even i lk to scold n zat him..
he still a frend..
he is smart from inside but nt the outside =)

Vinnie..
mysterious..
best to talk with sometimes..
most cute in 4s1..
smart too.. ^^

Min..
cool.. funny.. mature..
he did console me sometimes nt to think too much.. thx..

Alex..
1 of my besties..
we're almost the same..
no interest in study..
interested most in game n football..
1 of the joker in class.. lolx..

Zu..
1 of my besties too..
he is strong at facts subject..
pure type of thinker..
gud patience..

JE
a gud frend to hang out with..
noe many thing bout fashion.. lolx..
lk to solo mic during sing K.. xD

Julia.. Yin Mei.. Jia Jun
they 3 r simply funny and quite good~~ xD

Tai..
my buddy..
help me a lot in study..
quite some ppl dislike him in class duno y..
he could incharge also everything..
sometimes can get things in control..

Lyn..
my buddy too..
helps a lot for my prob..
most of my thing i told her..
settle it for me.. advises me..
appreaciate her most..

Evonne..
thinking..
studies..
appearance..
attitude..
talent..
simply near to perfection for me..
changes mood the fastest.. lolx..
a princess of mine in my heart..
dun dare to comment so much.. nt really un bout her.. >.<

Julius..
?????
????
???
??
?
comment bout me..

i often plan some event for my frend.. reason is just simple..
c eu all hapii i'm hapii..
i would sacrifies almost everything just to get all of eu all out..
this day who nt free.. chg other..
other day who nt free.. i think n think n think again another day..
till the day which every1 is free but i'm nt.. i sacrifies myself for eu all..
sometimes.. i do get hot easily.. i'm controlling nw.. its better from last time.. i think..
for those who hate me or watever it is..
do wat eu wish to do..
say watever eu wish to say..
think b4 eu say or cc urself b4 eu say..
my time with eu all is nt long..
we'll break out and continue our own journey for future..
left about one n a half year to go..
hope tht eu all wont forget each other..
for every occasion i planned..

i do list down the date n day..
i do list down who n where we went..
i do list down my frend in my heart..
eu all r my everything..

Evonne i luv eu~!!
dun misunderstand nt couple.. ==

...::: withdrawn day 19 :::...

...::: frend forever!! :::..

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -1.36a.m- ]

[ -23rd August 09- ]

Am i worse thn ever?

i'm vr unwell today..
first of all..
yes.. i disrespect teacher..
it should nt b happening..
and it happens on me..

cant she c i didnt even talk?
yes.. i noe she is teaching.. but i'm bored with wat she is repeating..
but i still didnt talk..
Alex just pass me back a piece of paper and she thought i'm talking..
fine~!!
called me to the front and explain?
yes.. i noe wat is all about..
i just dun wanna go out..
tot just stay quiet she'll continue..
but she play small gas game? went out to the staff room?
nt even 15mins come back? wat for?

finally i explained..
anything still wanna say? say i dun pay attention larhx..
yes.. i'm in big trouble..
is my mistake.. is my wrong..
she BLAME nicely.. mayb is for gud..
alright..
from this occassion..
most of 4S1 will chg the way they think of me..
i dun hav moral.. i disrespect teacher..

tai..
vinnie..
lyn..
carmen..
evonne..
julia..
mee yuk..
jie yi..
yean ching..
kar min..
Alex..

i apologise for all of eu..
i make eu all in trouble for doin 5times correction..
my reputation all gone just for this incident..
as for evonne..
i've gav her a bad inspiration..
as i'm nt a gud person n inmorale person..

a good flower just ruined by just a cut..
tall tree came down timber by just a saw..
everything came dark whn thunderstorm strikes..
i'm doomed..

i noe i made a big mistake..
whn i ignored wat teacher said..
saying her bout being small gas..
i'm 1 of it too..
sry for changing the view of everything..

sry for everything..
mayb i'm really nt a gud guy after all..
for those who hav read this blog..
pls pls pls pls pls..
scold me..
comment bout me..
speak out my mistake..

PLEASE~!!

...::: withdrawn day 16 :::...

...::: there's no turning back to a better beginning :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -7.26p.m- ]

[ -20th August 09- ]

U're Welcome

as for today..
ting didnt come to school for the 2 consecutive day..
hope tht he's okay with everything..
noe.. i anti H1N1..

hmmm...
today.. i've accompany her till LRT station oni~~
coz.. i've to take LRT home as the closest way...
and also the furthest destination i manage to sent her home..
we've talk bout many things..
i tried my best nt to let her felt boring..
did i accomplished tht?
i dun think so~~ >.<

i'm being so honest to her these day..
as can say all the while also vr honest.. xD
i'll try nt to hide anything from her..
hope tht she won't avoid me larhx~~~~
lolx.. vr hapii today.. ^^

but still..
i've to keep watch of myself..
nt to get too close or too over bout tht..
just to avoid words from idiots around..
there's a lot though~~
keep some distance is the best way to prevent gossips..
so..
idiots pls SHUT UP~!!

wan talk bad bout us..
come speak it out loud infront of me..
dun say her bad things bhind her..
i'm here to say out loud to idiots..
stop gossiping n stabbing me or her..
in this world any1 gt their rights to love someone..
no big deal..

...::: withdrawn day 15 :::...

...::: prevention is better thn cure :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -11.07p.m- ]

[ -17th August 09- ]

Sunny and Rainy

inspiration finally come to my sight..
as it gav me the idea or writing this blog..

it's been a while since YCY come back to tuition..
i miss him though =)
but y long after eu hav recover with ur sickness..
eu still fill ur eyes with tears?

nth much special things happen today..
hmmm...
guys..
i noe i dun hav the right to say or comment at any1..
i'm just nth in 4s1.. ( i guess.. )
as lk sum1 said..
'' eu hav no right to say any1.. '' in chinese..
'' ni mei you zhi ge qu shuo bie ren.. ''
so..
i think i dun nid to care so much bout wat happen next in my class =)

there's something hidden in my mind..
y is A fight with B whn C ask A wat happen A said non of C business??
is thr any big deal if C knows A fight with B? hmm...

after martin tuition..
me n ycy go search for sum1 but failed..
surprisingly.. Julia, Lyn and CYC waited for us..
the reason is scare my face turns to charcoal..
actually.. i'm trying hard to chg my attitude..
i'm easily emotional.. i admit at this point..
i noe most of my so call frend dislike my attitude..
but.. i've been trying my best..
as lk i said earlier..

'' changing the face '' can change nothing!! "
'' face the change '' can change everything!! ''

well..
for wat i've did..
i apologise here..

I'm So Sorry for being a hater in school..

let's talk bout the hapii moment..
she registered for the P.Moral trip to organic farm~~ ^^
b4 she went to c tht gold fish..
she showed me tht she's using the wallet tht i bought for her~~ ^^
at tht moment..
nth in my mind but oni can feel the happiness in my heart!
satisfied~~
she is treating me better nw..
compare to the previous past..
hope this will last longer..
but still..
there's a gap larhx..
i hav to face it..
oh ya..
a song entitled..
Sha Gua.. flash back her voice n her performance in my mind..
this song will remind me of her..
i will listen to this song every nite b4 i sleep.. =)

Julius b strong!!

thts all.. Nite bloggie~!!

...::: withdrawn day 14 :::...

...::: happiness is cherish by ourself :::...

...::: forever love :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -12.09a.m- ]

[ -19th August 09- ]

Journey of Life

Don't compare urself with any1 in this world..
If eu do compare, eu're insulting urself..
A lock won't b manufactured without a key..
As God won't giv problems without solutions..

Life laughs at eu whn eu're unhappy..
Life smiles at eu whn eu're happy..
Life salutes eu whn eu make other hapii..
Smile always as we live our life.. =)

Every successful person has a painful story..
Every painful story has a successful ending..
Accept the pain and get ready to success..
Whn eu think eu're strong, thr r ppl who r stronger..

It is ez to judge other's mistakes..
But it is difficult to recognize our own mistake..
No one can go back and chg a bad beginning..
But any1 can start a new beginning nw and create a successful ending..

If a prob can b solved, why need to worry?
If a prob can't b solved, wat is the use of worrying too?
If eu miss an opportunity, don't fill ur eyes with tears..
As the tears will wash away a better opportunity infront of eu..

'' Changing the face " can change nothing..
" Face the change " can change everything..
Don't complain bout others..
Change urself if eu do wan peace for life..

Mistakes are costly whn they happen..
But as time flows..
Collection of mistakes called experience..
Which may lead to success..

Be determined whn faces obstacles..
Be humble n calm whn eu earned urself a victory..
Heated gold bcome ornament..
Beaten copper bcome wires..
Depleted stone bcome statue..
So..
Be determined to face the challenge ahead..
Gain the pain in life..
Eu'll b valuable..

Learn from mistakes..
Don't just blame others for the lost..
Opportunity doesn't come always..
Cherish..
As the path of ur life is set by ur mind..
Remember my frend..
Future is in our hand..
Hold on tight to achieve it..
I'm here waiting to c the success of 4S1 in future..

As name written in the stars..
Julius.. =)

...::: Withdrawn Day 13 :::...

...::: Learn from mistake :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -3.07p.m- ]

[ -16th August 09- ]

Frendz

as for today..

is a total foolish day..

uhh~~

firstly..

me n lyn tot tht Umaas did told us tht today gt additional class..

but..

whn we went thr after tai, ting, zu and me put the beg in the class..

thn oni we realise tht the class is conducted by Mr Kung!! maths teacher form 5 class..

omg~~

after tht..

i really hav to say million's of

THANK YOU~!!

to

Tai...

Lyn...

Ting...

they accompanied me to check out the price of my WEAPON~ xD

time fly as wind blow..

went to McD bcoz of Tai wanna eat~~ reasons.. =P

accompanied lyn back..

thn we went back by taxi..

soon after..

clock strikes 5.30pm in the evening..

went pavilion with family..

finally..

i bought my WEAPON~!!

tht's my WEAPON.. xD
it cost about RM510.. =0
well.. dun think tht i'm rich barhx..
haha..

hmm..
as like normal..
sms her early in the morning..
she said tht she's bz!!
half a day didnt sms her.. miss her so much =(

well..
tht's it barhx..
hav to get some sleep for tomorrow's football..
try out my new WEAPON~!!

Nite bloggie~!!

...::: Withdrawn day 12 :::...
...::: smile always as life smile at eu if eu were hapii :::...
...::: end :::...
[ -LuVz- ]
[ -1.01a.m- ]
[ -16th August 09- ]

Untitled

well..
as for today..
duno whr to start..
lolx..

ok.. at school..
we hav 2period of PJ but oni play for 1.. teacher wasted our time..
seems nonsense.. >< size="1">bcoz of it is an open book test.. ==
i also scored a gud result in Maths too!! this 1 is fair n square 1.. xD
96% is the score~~~
Mr. Leow told us story bout ghost n spirit thingy.. bcoz we said we dun wish to study.. xD

after school..
as usual~~ friday~~
its BADMINTON~!!
this time is oni 7 of us.. so little~~

Julius
Tai
Lyn
Ting
Min
Carmen
Babi

we booked for 2 hours as usual..
but i oni played for 1 hour..
bcoz..
i accompany her to the comic shop!! == the environment is hot n terrifying..
she swt lk hell~~ i used my hand wiped her sweat but she said..
dun touch.. lolx..
we chit chat for about an hour..
she read a comic quite romantic..

a guy observe a girl for a long time..
the girl lk a book which hav a poem tht she lk it vr much..
as the guy noe.. he bought tht book too..
n wrote tht poem at a bench situate at a bus stop (nt mistaken)
she replied it!! thn she waited thr n found out tht guy is from a BAD school..
lolx.. bla bla bla.. skipped~~~
tht guy wanna prove to the girl he really luv her..
bla bla bla.. n finally they manage to b together~~ aw~~
whn will b the day tht will come to me? =S

i look through her phone..
pics.. pics.. pics.. all of it is wonderful~!!
eu're so pretty!! ^^
she also tell me tht today is a GREEN VALENTINE DAY~!!
suddenly..
some feel occur in my heart..
but i let the feel runs away as the wind n time passes~~
haih~~
wat will happen if i cherish the feel n folo wat it says?
it's been a long time we hav been together chit chatting for such a long time..
i really cant forget the moment..
hoping tht the moment will come often as i always can b rite by ur side.. =(
but will it b? neh~~

skipped tuition again..
cough lk mad.. uhh..
H1N1 f**k off!! dun come!! xD

the day ended..

Happy Green Valentine Day Evonne~!! xD

...::: withdrawn day 10 :::...

...::: chances given once,twice but nt the third :::...

...::: cherish every moment every chances :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -10.15p.m- ]

[ -14th August- ]