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hmmm..
nth much to say..
many thing changes recently..
good and bad..

holiday just over..
but i'm still in holiday mood.. lolx..
oh ya..
i also realise tht i dunno hw to jokes! lolx..
pai seh lorhx..
is this wat we call as no sense of humour? o.O
hmmm...
mayb i'm nt the funny 1 but is the cool 1..
or mayb nt both either.. lolx..

9月29号2009年, 雨天

...::: game over :::...

...::: hapii always! ^^ :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -9.52p.m- ]

[ -29th September 09- ]

Holidae~~

today..
23rd of september 09..
went out to times square again..
this time round..
oni me, min, tai, ycy, babi and zuzu went to sing k-lunch..
finally min and babi sing.. so do ycy..
hahaxx...

after the singing..
we go on for movie.. G-Force 3D.. xD
thts my 1st time watching 3D show.. lolx..
but sry for zuzu.. coz eu didnt tell me eu're available..
after movie..
they all accompany to buy a t-shirt and a pant..
hmmmm..
tht t cost me RM20..
but.. tht pant cost me RM55.. @@
thts normal for nw.. sob~~~
but i love it.. ^^

after tht..
my turn accompany min to buy his piercing stuff..
thn go find tai's sister..
oh ya..
b4 tht..
we saw his sis at LRT station 1st..
wow.. she kip staring at me.. at 1st i tot she's staring at min..
but.. aww... she is staring me.. >< tak tau y..

after shopping babi went takken with min~~ lolxx..
quite a bored game though..
thn play daytona..
i hate tht game.. duno y.. xD
thn we all went home~~
hahahhahahaha..
wat a day~ ^^

actually.. i just back from futsal.. haha..
tiring but an enjoying day! ^^
well.. thts hw the day end..
is been a long time tht i've been so hapii..
the happiness has been hiding for a long time..
i giv myself 80% for nt being so down and sad!! ^^

school gonna reopen soon..
Julius Wong..
dun think too much le..
concentrate on studies..
get the hell out of ur mind..
let's enjoy to the max!

...::: withdrawn day 50 :::...

...::: 一直在等待 :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -12.55a.m- ]

[ -24th September 09- ]

明白

hmmm..
all these while..
i've been lost..
duno where and wat should i go and do..

one sided love is really suffering and hurts a lot..
loving someone tht dont love eu is just lk a dream..
being talked or gossip is really bad..

''eii, ur bf ar?''
''你的男友啊?''
''eu 2 together le?''
''你们一起了?''

mayb eu dun lk hearing all these..
thts same to me too..
tht is y i think eu treat me differently..

i noe tht..
once someone know u like him/her, then him/her dun like u..
it will eventually bcome lk enemy and is hard to b as frend as last time..
eu've change me..
and i learnt tht..
sacrifies is nt all..
有feel也不是大完的..

nw really nt the time to think bout all these prob..
form 4 life is getting shorter and form 5 life is getting closer..
we hav our own dream..
we hav our own destiny..

747 days already..
being honest to eu..
gt a moment i really did lk someone else..
but i found tht..
我最爱的人是你不是她..
hmmm..
mayb..
eu dun feel safe and comfortable with me..
hw i feel i'll oni keep in the heart and wont say it out loud..
anyway..
we're just friend or even best friend nw rite? ^^ 我看开了很多


Hapii Holidae~!!
after this holiday..
must concentrate on studies le..
hope for a better tomolo.. =)

...::: withdrawn day 48 :::...

...::: hapii always :::...

...::: keep waitin? :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -12.55a.m- ]

[ -22nd September- ]

吓到笑~haha

well..
today..
early in the morning..
7.30a.m~~ had a ''wonderfull'' football with..

BC..
Ko..
Kok..
Tai..
Alex..
GW..
Boon..
Lim..
Min..
Reagen..

hmmm..
can say is a ''nice game'' barhx..

soon after..
hua, me, min, ycy, ngeow, reagen, chee kin, kok and KO whn to TS..
guess wat..
evon, carmen and milk was thr too..
but..
by the time i noe..
they already on da way back..
hmmmm...
they went thr for K-Lunch and we whn thr for a funny and quite scary movie..
after the movie i straight go home..
feel unwell and skipped tuition again.. haih~~

after bath and dinner..
check on blog..
guess wat..
she post her singing thr..

she's just gorgeous..
she's just wonderfull..
she's just a perfection!

wat can i say bout her more?
duno y..
everytime i listen to her singing..
i'll smile outside but sad on the inside..
just mayb she's too good for me..

well..
Evonne is a wonderfull girl tht should b cherished..
hmmmm...
eu're just GORGEOUS for me..
i love to hear eu sing.. ^^

傻瓜我们都一样~~ lolx..

...::: withdrawn day 43 :::...

...::: 等待:::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -9.05p.m- ]

[ -16th September- ]

♪♫Happy Music Valentine..♪♫

well..
many odd things happen to me barhx..
today..
i mayb said something too sensitive till carmen mad at me..
but i dun get it..
hw i feel whn she say..
'' if he go today i dowan go.. ''
is tht a joke?
am i tht annoying?
do she hate me tht much??

strange..
bout her lerhx..
is been days i didnt talk to her already..
it doesn't seems affect her and she dun care bout anything..
i guess..
lolx.. is just a stupid act by me..

no sms..
no msn..
no FB chat..
no talk..

and for others..
if there's something happen between some1 and some1..
there's nth gud to b discuss..
hw do ppl feel if eu all discuss lk tht infront of them..
i specialise a bit..
dun lk wat i say sound me up if eu all lk~~

Carmen..
Evon..
Alex..
Yin Mei..
Vinnie..

wat so gud to discuss?
just ask him if eu all wanted to..
everyone of us is FRIEND for me..
but for mayb some of eu doesnt treat me so..
i already dun care much bouth tht..
but i just hope eu will b honest to me..
i feel damn sad whn everytime i talk to eu..
made me dun hav the courage to talk to eu..
wat i ask about eu..
eu oni will say..

no ar..
ok ar..
nth ar..
duno ar..
or even ''eu dun nid to noe''

but whn i talk bout other ppl's matter..
eu'll say ''ppl things dun bother larhx''..
lolx.. wat to talk thn? mayb is my prob barhx..
nt as funny as Alex..
nt as talkative as Tai..
nt as cool as Min..
thts make us dun hav any conversation..
i hav a heart full of jealousy thts wat i noe..

no matter whr and whn..
i'll always obsserve and look at eu..
i guess eu noe tht too..
gt 1 moment..
eu look sad and just lk nt hapii..
but i ask eu..
guess wat.. eu say nth ar.. lolx..
can buy lottery liao..

b4 i end my post for today..
i would lk to say something to eu..
我一直会在等待你..
相信我真的不后悔..
因为我真的很爱你..

hmmm..
well..
tht's it i think..


♫♪Happy Music Valentine to Evonne~!! ^^♪♫

...::: withdrawn day 42 :::...

...::: 等待:::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -11.07p.m- ]

[ -14th September 09- ]

hmmmmm...

is been a long time since my last update..
recently..
everything seems goin on as to b a lil bit differ from b4..

1st of all..
tai.. cheer up..
nth to b sad of..
cherish wat eu hav and dun expect more..
things will get better in time..

hmmm...
less sms..
less msn..
oni able to giv comment and teasing eu oni thru FB..
i've notice tht..
less sticking with eu.. eu bcome much more freedom..
having fun with friends around..
great to c eu lk tht.. ^^
i dun mind if i sacrifies myself..

but..
sometimes i do felt fed up..
i already trying my best nt to always appear to b with eu..
but sometimes eu still giving me cold response..
or mayb i'm too sensitive..
or wat i talk make eu speechless..
haixxxx...
watever it is.. hope things will b better in time..

for nw..
if ppl do ask me issit tht i already fallen out?
i'll say mayb..
but..
in my heart..
eu'll b always appear as bright as the moon glares at night..

SARANG HEYO~!
I LUV EU FOREVER~!

...::: withdrawn day 40 :::...

...::: happiness cannot b brought by money :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -7.02p.m- ]

[ -13th Sept 09- ]

Damn it~!

today..
08.09.09
the day went bad..

the first time i cry in school~!!
nt cry really.. just gt tears fl0ws out..
i'm really suffering =(
watching them play..
i n0e they're having a lot of fun..
there're best buddy..

y tht guy oni noe hw to school ppl and stare at ppl whn ppl disturb sum1 he lk?
whn eu beat her i saw it~!
hw i felt?!
but well..
dun nid to care bout me..
i'm nt anyone to her too..
she enjoy playing with eu all nt me..
so..
mayb.. i shoudn't care so much bout this matter..

from wat i c from my EYES..
she's having nice time with both of them..
even if i avoid her..
she dun even care or mind bout it..
mayb my act is nt right..
but..
hmmm...
duno larhx..
she bcome vr active recently in class..
duno wat makes her turn lk tht..
well..
i better dun care so much barhx..
she's hapii thn enuff barhx..

ytd..
am i stupid or wat???
i waited her at school..
walking up and down.. fa bai ri mong at corridor..
waited her till 2p.m. which our school ends at 12.30p.m..
i frgt tht she gt tuition..
but.. i was surprise tht she didnt go..
lyn said tht she's having stomache.. she's alright i guess..

wat pisssed myself is..
i didnt even look at her whn i was goin out from the school..
nt even a look or a bye~!!
i'm sry.. i'm such coward..
wat's the matter with me?!!
i felt so bad recently..
i wonder hw she thinks bout me.. haih..
suan larhx..
day by day hour by hour passes throughout my life..
hope for a better tomolo.. =(

...::: withdrawn day 35 :::...

...::: long term friends are always feeling comfortable :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -8.14p.m- ]

[ -8th Sept 09- ]

Disgrace!!

1st September 2009..
around 9.30p.m..
horrifying incident happened infront of my eyes..

4 motorists..
with 4 parang.. pointing at my bro.. bro's gf and my grandma!!
at first i tot they do not hav any weapon so tht i can try my best to fight..
once i gone down i saw a parang!! omg~!! @@
phone.. license.. ic.. money.. even car key kne rob..
i had insomnia.. cant sleep till 3a.m so skipped school =(

called 999..
guess wat..
those pig come in 15-20minutes.. fast rite?
i'm here to say the shit out of Malaysia Police!!
hw they all pass their police teST?
oni noe rasuah money money money..
if ur family member who r get rob i'll say eu all wont b as steady as eu all r nw..
Malaysua Police really piss Malaysian off..
all also malay.. f**k the shit out of it!!

person who rob also malay..
in nw is ramadhan month..
puasa for waT?
pray for Allah for waT?
disgrace!! is a total disgrace!!
pray n puasa.. Islam thought them to rob?
use ur pig brain think larhx!!
eu all no family or any members who involve in the same situation..
pissed off!!

...::: withdrawn day 29 :::...

...::: Malaysia Police sux for life!! :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -2.35p.m- ]

[ -2nd September 09- ]