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Monday, November 15, 2010
Friendship Never Breaks
Friends, we have been together for 4 years and most of us are already been together for 5 years. The sorrow that we went through are more than we could ever imagine. Every single moment, every single joy that we have within us, will always be remembered. This coming examination, will be the last time that we will be in the smart uniform, sitting together beneath one roof, in a hectic hall chasing our own dreams together. All the best!
Well, I would like to apologise sincerely for each of every mistake that I've did towards you all. What I gain, I learned, I experienced is really priceless and I will treasures that in my heart as we go on to persue our dream. The sweet memories that I will never forget;
went for school together, crapping around, have meal during recess, teasing around, falling in love with classmate, competing each other during sportsday, supporting and cheer, went tuition, play truancy during the last period, last minute assignment, study untill wee hours during exams, comparing results and last but not least, birthday treats. Remember all these? it happened during our life in high school. The friendship between us will never break.
Tomorrow, 15th November 2010, will be the last day for us to be together and there will be a great bash of party for us. I hope that I wont shed tears during this bash and you all wont shed tears too right? =P After this, we will be facing SPM and that is it, the end. I hope that, after the dismissal, we can have reunion that will be attended by all of you. Tears from my eyes just burst out as I wrote this article. I know, some of you will shed tears tomorrow, but, promise not to tears okay? =')
Well, let's pray and hope that everyone of us will succeed. Friends, you all are the best! Good Luck!
给我答应我们会再见, 给我信心我们会再见, 什么距离都不算远! No matter how far we all will be, I believe that everyone of us will meet again! I will never erased the memories of being with you all.
Love,
Julius. (5S1-2010)
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Me
Recently, have a conversation with a friend of mine and I looked deep beneath myself. Looking back at the past, and things that I have done yet mistakes I made. Uncountable mistakes I have that made my day nw; sad, unhappy and emotional. Look at the past, it was like a nightmare during a sleep.
I have made my friend lost patiences within me and cause a lot of problems between us. The ego in me has pawned me alive. Sins of jealousy and envy-ing did the same and I found myself in the grave covering with guilt and forgiveness that I ever wanted. In a blink of an eye, everything came to an end, it is too late for me to be forgive.
She is right, before I fall in love with someone, I should have love myself in the first place. Every steps I take it seems like I am going nearer to the doorgate of Hell. Over doing something, get seduced in the most deadliest sin of jealousy, that it is all begin. Ruined everything beyond my own hand, letting go my spirit and lost hope to myself. Seems like I hav lost my sight and I am going no where but towards a dead end. Trapped myself in a dark and routeless box. Lonely, emotional and unhappy.
He is right and yet he is one of my best friend that have been thru ups and downs. Nothing is perfect in this hectic world. The feeling of dislike within friends do exist in everyone of us, is just the matter of the limit of the feeling. I'm too over about myself, making all decisions and being too possessive and there where it begun the feeling of dislike grows beyond them towards me. I hide my feelings deep beneath myself and being hatred by most of them. Shed tears quietly without being notice is well torturing. Hope it will be better.
As for thou. I made your high school life miserable by falling in love with you. This matter is something that really bothers me because it has pros and cons. I do learn a lot and understand a lot before really getting involve with relationship which I failed. It made our relationship gone no where but backwards. That is my turning point in my school life and the beginning of the life of love. A sentence that I've buried within me. ''You don't even understand yourself and you're trying to understand me''. A task that I've never succeed. A task which proved me wrong and useless. In the sense of maturity, I'm still a kid with a pinch of knowledge. Well, it is too soon.
Did as what I never did before,
Tried to change to be better but never done,
Failed within my hope and goal,
Ended up hopeless and benefitless.
signing off..
I have made my friend lost patiences within me and cause a lot of problems between us. The ego in me has pawned me alive. Sins of jealousy and envy-ing did the same and I found myself in the grave covering with guilt and forgiveness that I ever wanted. In a blink of an eye, everything came to an end, it is too late for me to be forgive.
She is right, before I fall in love with someone, I should have love myself in the first place. Every steps I take it seems like I am going nearer to the doorgate of Hell. Over doing something, get seduced in the most deadliest sin of jealousy, that it is all begin. Ruined everything beyond my own hand, letting go my spirit and lost hope to myself. Seems like I hav lost my sight and I am going no where but towards a dead end. Trapped myself in a dark and routeless box. Lonely, emotional and unhappy.
He is right and yet he is one of my best friend that have been thru ups and downs. Nothing is perfect in this hectic world. The feeling of dislike within friends do exist in everyone of us, is just the matter of the limit of the feeling. I'm too over about myself, making all decisions and being too possessive and there where it begun the feeling of dislike grows beyond them towards me. I hide my feelings deep beneath myself and being hatred by most of them. Shed tears quietly without being notice is well torturing. Hope it will be better.
As for thou. I made your high school life miserable by falling in love with you. This matter is something that really bothers me because it has pros and cons. I do learn a lot and understand a lot before really getting involve with relationship which I failed. It made our relationship gone no where but backwards. That is my turning point in my school life and the beginning of the life of love. A sentence that I've buried within me. ''You don't even understand yourself and you're trying to understand me''. A task that I've never succeed. A task which proved me wrong and useless. In the sense of maturity, I'm still a kid with a pinch of knowledge. Well, it is too soon.
Did as what I never did before,
Tried to change to be better but never done,
Failed within my hope and goal,
Ended up hopeless and benefitless.
signing off..
Friday, November 12, 2010
Time
Let's starts off with a typical question that not all of us may answer. What is time?
Well, most of us will just answer. ''Time is just something that is measured by using a clock''. That's just a common answer that we usually get, I guessed.
Time is something that will never turn back and there's no U-turn. Once it is passed, we will be moving forward. There are 24 hours a day, 168 hours a week and 8760 hours a year. It seems like, it is still not enough for us to enjoy our life. When we're depressed, we wished the time to fly quickly but when we're happy, we wished that the tie could just stop right there as long as it can. That's what we desire for because we do like to be happy than to be sad right?
Sometimes, humans are really funny and contradict. As for me, when I'm in primary, I wanted to grow up so badly to step into high school's life to expericence the life of being a teenage. But, mid way through high school, I was eager to end high school's life as it is tough and boring it seems. Finally, it has come to an end of high school and I wanted the time to turn back where the fun of our life begins in high school which will be ending in a month!! Optimistically, we're becoming mature. =)
快乐不知时间过. Fun time is almost over and is time to get serious to face up SPM. We used to procrastinate our works by saying ''SPM still far" and ended up facing the computer. But now, it seems like very guilty without reading a book a day or do some questions. Everything turned up to be tensed up now, SPM-ers left 10 days to go!
Alright, hereby I would like to wish everyone of you who are taking SPM. All the best and good luck! Get on with you all's book but bare in mind, all work and no play make Jack a dull boy. =)
signing off..
Well, most of us will just answer. ''Time is just something that is measured by using a clock''. That's just a common answer that we usually get, I guessed.
Time is something that will never turn back and there's no U-turn. Once it is passed, we will be moving forward. There are 24 hours a day, 168 hours a week and 8760 hours a year. It seems like, it is still not enough for us to enjoy our life. When we're depressed, we wished the time to fly quickly but when we're happy, we wished that the tie could just stop right there as long as it can. That's what we desire for because we do like to be happy than to be sad right?
Sometimes, humans are really funny and contradict. As for me, when I'm in primary, I wanted to grow up so badly to step into high school's life to expericence the life of being a teenage. But, mid way through high school, I was eager to end high school's life as it is tough and boring it seems. Finally, it has come to an end of high school and I wanted the time to turn back where the fun of our life begins in high school which will be ending in a month!! Optimistically, we're becoming mature. =)
快乐不知时间过. Fun time is almost over and is time to get serious to face up SPM. We used to procrastinate our works by saying ''SPM still far" and ended up facing the computer. But now, it seems like very guilty without reading a book a day or do some questions. Everything turned up to be tensed up now, SPM-ers left 10 days to go!
Alright, hereby I would like to wish everyone of you who are taking SPM. All the best and good luck! Get on with you all's book but bare in mind, all work and no play make Jack a dull boy. =)
signing off..
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Life =)
Recently, a quote came across my mind that inspire me to think about tht quote. Seriously, that quote really makes me think and it is really very meaningful.
''Yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end and somewhere in the middle that make our lives worth living''
Well, think out of the box. As for frendship, in the beginning everything was just 0. We know nothing about anyone. As soon as we get to know each other, that's where it begins. How long can a friendship last? minutes? hours? days? weeks? or years? To have a beginning is just simple, it can be done in just days. A simple ''Hi'' and let's the conversation do the job. But how about the ending?
An ending is just harder than beginning. Agree? Saying hello to anyone is just easy but saying good-bye is hard. Seriously, good-bye is really a heavy work to blow out of our mouth. As we had been in relationship, well let just b friend. Feeling will grow within ourselves, and feelings are hard to be let go. Feeling is the physical sensation of touch through either perception or experience.
We might be good in remembering things thn memorise stuff as most of us don't like to. What we've been thru with friends, partner, family or even yourself made the middle part of our lives where memories starts to grow. Remembering things are just a natural phenomenon tht happened throughout our live. Everyone remembers their birthdate because we celebrate each of our birthday with firends and family but not by memorising it don't we?
There's another quote that is similar to this post. Start with a smile and end with tears. Every relationship, no matter couple, friends or school life. Everything starts with a smile and at the end, tears just will flow out of our shallow eyes. Time is like a candle, occupy each moment of our day it makes our life looks shorter. Forget bout the past, let it go and move on. It will be easier and lighter to face new problems. Is like i'm goin out of topic, LOL. Well, let's end this post than. Appreciate the ones beside you and enjoy every moment of joy. Explore the simplicity in life would just make life simple, beauty, and joyful.
signing off..
''Yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end and somewhere in the middle that make our lives worth living''
Well, think out of the box. As for frendship, in the beginning everything was just 0. We know nothing about anyone. As soon as we get to know each other, that's where it begins. How long can a friendship last? minutes? hours? days? weeks? or years? To have a beginning is just simple, it can be done in just days. A simple ''Hi'' and let's the conversation do the job. But how about the ending?
An ending is just harder than beginning. Agree? Saying hello to anyone is just easy but saying good-bye is hard. Seriously, good-bye is really a heavy work to blow out of our mouth. As we had been in relationship, well let just b friend. Feeling will grow within ourselves, and feelings are hard to be let go. Feeling is the physical sensation of touch through either perception or experience.
We might be good in remembering things thn memorise stuff as most of us don't like to. What we've been thru with friends, partner, family or even yourself made the middle part of our lives where memories starts to grow. Remembering things are just a natural phenomenon tht happened throughout our live. Everyone remembers their birthdate because we celebrate each of our birthday with firends and family but not by memorising it don't we?
There's another quote that is similar to this post. Start with a smile and end with tears. Every relationship, no matter couple, friends or school life. Everything starts with a smile and at the end, tears just will flow out of our shallow eyes. Time is like a candle, occupy each moment of our day it makes our life looks shorter. Forget bout the past, let it go and move on. It will be easier and lighter to face new problems. Is like i'm goin out of topic, LOL. Well, let's end this post than. Appreciate the ones beside you and enjoy every moment of joy. Explore the simplicity in life would just make life simple, beauty, and joyful.
signing off..
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
wat can i say?
Well, time is been flying fast these days. Perhaps, we will b saying goodbye to each other as soon as we end our high school life in December. 1st of all, i'm kinda disappointed on something which wat i saw few hours ago mayb? but wat i really ask say is, ''forgive and forget'' does this phrase exist in this world? if is does exist, I would lk to say sorry to all of my friends tht hates me deep inside their heart for wat i've done in the past.
Not all ppl might do tht, as I know some of them was just all the while showing fake colourfull shells. But for once, I've forgive and regretted for watever shit I've done for the past to someone. The freaking response tht i get was really disappointed. For wat as I know is, most of u hav the same thinking towards me and the reason why most of u hate me is because of my attitude. Well, i guess for the past 5 years, I'm the only one tht was being hated the most compare to the others.
I've tried my best to change myself. Forgive or nt to is really out of my hand and is all of u all's decision. Might forgive but may not forget. I dun mind if is still in u all's mind, wat i wan is just to b the same with the others. Every people have different statuses, and I know I've the lowest status level in this class. If there's ppl who really appreciate me as frend, I'm really happy about that. Well, for me friends can hav a million of them but true friend is nt as easy to have even 3 of them. I appreciate each everyone of you all as my frend and I've forgive everything that u all did to me coz I know mostly disliked me.
signing off.
Not all ppl might do tht, as I know some of them was just all the while showing fake colourfull shells. But for once, I've forgive and regretted for watever shit I've done for the past to someone. The freaking response tht i get was really disappointed. For wat as I know is, most of u hav the same thinking towards me and the reason why most of u hate me is because of my attitude. Well, i guess for the past 5 years, I'm the only one tht was being hated the most compare to the others.
I've tried my best to change myself. Forgive or nt to is really out of my hand and is all of u all's decision. Might forgive but may not forget. I dun mind if is still in u all's mind, wat i wan is just to b the same with the others. Every people have different statuses, and I know I've the lowest status level in this class. If there's ppl who really appreciate me as frend, I'm really happy about that. Well, for me friends can hav a million of them but true friend is nt as easy to have even 3 of them. I appreciate each everyone of you all as my frend and I've forgive everything that u all did to me coz I know mostly disliked me.
signing off.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Time f0r a break =)
studied sej for almost 2 hours plus. surprised huh? btw, i've learn a quote which is ''a person's integrity does nt worth more thn the others, we've to respect each other eventhough each person have different status''. this quote really mean a lot to me and it speaks out wat i've always in mind.
well, next, i'm regret and felt guity of nt g0in to school today. yes, i've made the decision nt to go today and i dun hav the rights to regret and guilt of cz i choose nt to go. but, wat the teacher thought of us? how they feel about our attitudes? i'm always lazy to go to school tht i've to admit but this time, the 1st time ever i felt regret of nt goin to school. i really dunno why and i really felt bad after reading Moo's status. seriously, 5s1 is a class which i put all my heart in it and for me this class is everything. 5 years studying together, having exam together, outing together and even absent together. hw many times i've shed my tears regarding to the people of 5s1?
time are getting away from us. do u all think tht there's still chance for us to b in a uniform of blue pinefore, green trousers and white shirt sitting together facing the whiteboard under the ceiling of a class? chatting, playing, laughing together? i'll shit myself if i'm trying to prove something by blogging this post. 2 more weeks left. imagine tht, after SPM, that's all. just 2 more weeks, we'll b seperating and tht's it. the end of high school. i'm nt acting r proving tht i'm good with this post. these are all my thoughts, my feel towards the class and my mate. i'm even sheding my tears while i'm typing this piece of post. i'll miss u guys and the moment we're together, i do, i really mean it.
well, next, i'm regret and felt guity of nt g0in to school today. yes, i've made the decision nt to go today and i dun hav the rights to regret and guilt of cz i choose nt to go. but, wat the teacher thought of us? how they feel about our attitudes? i'm always lazy to go to school tht i've to admit but this time, the 1st time ever i felt regret of nt goin to school. i really dunno why and i really felt bad after reading Moo's status. seriously, 5s1 is a class which i put all my heart in it and for me this class is everything. 5 years studying together, having exam together, outing together and even absent together. hw many times i've shed my tears regarding to the people of 5s1?
time are getting away from us. do u all think tht there's still chance for us to b in a uniform of blue pinefore, green trousers and white shirt sitting together facing the whiteboard under the ceiling of a class? chatting, playing, laughing together? i'll shit myself if i'm trying to prove something by blogging this post. 2 more weeks left. imagine tht, after SPM, that's all. just 2 more weeks, we'll b seperating and tht's it. the end of high school. i'm nt acting r proving tht i'm good with this post. these are all my thoughts, my feel towards the class and my mate. i'm even sheding my tears while i'm typing this piece of post. i'll miss u guys and the moment we're together, i do, i really mean it.
Monday, November 1, 2010
What r u all thinking?
after a hectic day of schooling and seminar, finally settled down to blog before signing off for revision again. today we had camwhore in our class which is kinda nice for me, cz it gives me memory with my bunch of kawans. and yea, i gt the chance to represent the school football team to gone up stage to get the certificate for the last time in this school. really missing those training moment in this school. erm, nothing much to post actually, just found out tht our class are made out of few groups. am i a slowpoke? LOL. is tht wat we call as a class? hmmm.
well, there'll b a Majlis Izin Restu for form5 students to shake hands and giving thanks to our teacher tht had taught us. guess wat, amazingly, 5S1 the top class in this school refuses to go to school. tht's really disappoint me, i dunno y. they dun care but y i care so much bout it? tht's my cons i guess. for me, yes, i admit i rather stay at home better thn shaking teachers hand in school, but, hw will the teacher thinks bout us? seriously, i really just wanna say thanks to the teacher tht have taught me. i really dunno wat u all think about it, mayb never thought of teachers feeling? hmmmm, better nt to condemn much. right, off for dinner and study.
really disappointed with them. =(
signing off, cheers.
well, there'll b a Majlis Izin Restu for form5 students to shake hands and giving thanks to our teacher tht had taught us. guess wat, amazingly, 5S1 the top class in this school refuses to go to school. tht's really disappoint me, i dunno y. they dun care but y i care so much bout it? tht's my cons i guess. for me, yes, i admit i rather stay at home better thn shaking teachers hand in school, but, hw will the teacher thinks bout us? seriously, i really just wanna say thanks to the teacher tht have taught me. i really dunno wat u all think about it, mayb never thought of teachers feeling? hmmmm, better nt to condemn much. right, off for dinner and study.
really disappointed with them. =(
signing off, cheers.
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