Happy Blessed 18th Birthday Evonne

Dear Evonne,

First of all, hereby I wish you a Happy Blessed 18th Birthday. Wish that your coming days are full of colours and live life to fullness.

6th July, is a very special day where a beautiful, gorgeous, smart, caring and lovely child was born. It might just an ordinary day for other people but it is a special day for you.

We grow old as the time past each year. The secret to stay young is to live honestly, eat slowly, and lie about your age. It takes a long time to grow young, the old believe everything, the middle age suspect everything but the young knows everything and in the end, it's not the year in your year that counts, it's the life in your years.

It's another good day for you as god picked another petal on your flower, wishing your flowar may bloom for years. We gets older not with the years that had past, but it's the newer day that we gone through. I never get to forget about your birthday because I never recorded it but I remember it deep through my heart.

As young follows you forever, Young Evonne, live life to the fullness. I wish you once a year, but this year I'll wish you with 27 different languages.

Happy Birthday..
生日快乐..
Bon Anniversaire.. (French)
幸せ誕生日.. (Japanese)
행복한생일.. (Korean)
Selamat Hari Jadi..
Sretan Rodendan.. (Croation)
Tillykke med fodselsdagen.. (Danish)
สุขสันต์วันเกิด.. (Thai)
Breithlá Sona.. (Irish)
Natalis Beati.. (Latin)
Penblwydd Hapus.. (Welsh)
Feliz Cumpleaos.. (Spanish)
Feliz Aniversário.. (Portugese)
Buon Compleanno.. (Italian)
Gratulerer med dagen.. (Norwegian)
Ευτυχισμενα Γενεθλια.. (Greek)
Alles Gute zum Geburtstag.. (German)
fericit ziua de naştere.. (Romanian)
S Dnem Rozhdeniya.. (Russian)
Srecan Rodjendan.. (Serbian)
sreḱen rodenden.. (Macedonian)
chúc mừng sinh nhật.. (Vietnamese)
Hyvää syntymäpäivää.. (Finnish)
feliç aniversari.. (Catalan)
ბედნიერი დაბადების დღე.. (Georgian)
všechno nejlepší k narozeninám.. (Czech)

There you go. It's look simple but I hope you like it.
Happy Birthday once again before I end this post. Hope you like it.

By, Julius Wong to Birthday girl Young Evonne. =)

Changes

Well, I guessed it will gonna be another emo post. Has been a long time since the last time I emo and I wrote to my bloggie. Suddenly, I felt that many things had changed.

The feelings in me are getting faded. We are now like strangers. Seriously, I don't think that you care for whatever thing I do and say right? Actually, I'm recalling when was the last time I teared infront of my comp when a song is playing. Guess what, I did it again, now. This song is an old song that makes me think of many thing once again. The main question the always hold me back from going forward, Do I still really love you? If no, why I will still thinking of you? We become like this is it because of me and I made these?

I lost my confident, I don't wish to be hurt again by anyone out there. 5 years, the pain is unimaginable. I'm just a ordinary but weak guy on the inside. No one knows how I cry in my heart as I smile loudly, crazily, joyfully outside. Is hard for me to control my emotions especially late night, just have to force myself to do something, not to listen songs or even think of other stuff but only homework and revisions. I'm depressed deeply, besides sports I have nothing to put myself away from thinking about the past and now, the present and coming days.

As everyone said, everyone has his/her own silver linings. When I'm crazily over you, you're just perfect in every aspect, but why now I felt that I'm trying my best to be friendly but the response I get was as if I always being irritated? Am I deserve to be treated like that or is my own problem that I couldn't be normal to you?

sigh, haihhhhhhh....................................................