Gambade!!

exam is just around the corner!
let's prepare our mind to face form 4 final war!

hmmmm...
many things changes from time to time..
jealousy in my heart would nvr gone off..
lying to myself saying tht my heart has opened..
all is just a fake and lies in my heart..
y would i b jealousing if my heart really had opened up?

further and further sumone is goin away..
sooner or later..
contact will b getting lesser and lesser..
mayb oni can b contacted through MSN or something..
hmmm...
mayb is another obstacles..
after all..
i had to retreat even if i dun things will b nt as lk before..
i had lost evrything..

whether i'm jealousing or envying eu..
talented, smart, intellegent, clever..
hapii to c eu all getting along..
and i'm moving away..
without any misunderstanding..
dun worry..
i'm nt mistaken or anything..
something wont b happening means wont..

let's hope and b prepare..
to face the upcoming war..
pick up the shield..
choose ur weapon..
train up ur mind..
and let's go to face the war!

4s1..
b ready..
let's do the best out of our best!

10月21号2009年, 雨天..

...::: prepare our mind to face the challenge :::...
...::: face the change :::...
[ -LuVz- ]
[ -4.47p.m- ]
[ -21st October 09- ]

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no inspiration to write blog recently..
hmmm..
grey day go on everyday..
daily routine..
day by day..
things changes frequently..

trying to b good to everyone..
but failed..
hmmm..
anyway..
just recover back from minor dengue..
take blood for 4 consecutive days..
pain lk duno wat..
luckily it recover~!! ^^

exam is just around the corner..
many of my gang are studying..
some of them still enjoying gaming..
so do i half study half play.. ^^

for the past..
i may b a bad guy..
trying my vr best to chg myself..
but my past has spoil everything..
there'll b no turning back..
no matter hw hard i try to chg..

in the mean time..
everything seems to b lk cold and calm..
just lk the breeze ocean..
hope i can b lk normal and lk before..

10月18号2009年, 雨天..

...::: no turning back :::...

...::: life is full with ups and downs :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -12.24a.m- ]

[ -18th October 09- ]

中秋节party! ^^

well..

3rd october 09..

was the best mooncake festival tht i had in my teenage life.. ^^

having great fun with my buddies~~

we're invited by carmen to her house..

so much fun~!! ^^

tai, me, lyn, hua, ting, ycy, min, nie, julia, tew's brother, carmen..

at first we tot tai was nt coming..

but at last he came..

but once he arrived eu wished him bye~~~ haha..

he get back in the car and close the door.. xD

at last still nid to come down with his guitar.. haha..

but we miss out many ppl..

yuk, evon, JE, cyc, lim, zuzu.. haixxx..

we sing song..

we walk along the streets with lantern..

we joke around..

we chat around..

we take pictures..

we eonjoy it!

i love eu guys!! ^^

here are some pics..

group pics~~ but min, hua, ycy, nie, julia went back >.<''

me and tai.. xD

me, taii and boon singing tong hua.. boon sing.. ^^

star.. xD me, tai, boon, ycy's hand..

walking along the streets with lanterns!! ^^

me with candles on my nails.. ^^

tht's hw the mooncake festival end..^^
memorable 1.. hehe..
guys.. hope there's another party lk this next year..
even we're facing SPM..
fun is still goin on among us..
next year mayb at Nie's house ^^
i love eu guys my life!

10月5号2009年, 请天..

...::: 好的新开始:::...

...::: hapii always! :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -12.40a.m- ]

[ -5th October 09- ]

中秋节快乐!

今天是中秋节了!
haha..
well..
is Mooncake Festival~!
nth much special actually.. hmm..

many things in my heart i dun dare to speak it out..
is kinda lame and meaningless to sum1..
one sided love will nt work out.. sir eu're right! ^^
the one who suffer is always the side tht oni giving out effort and love..
but feeling cant use to b forced..
trying to understand many things but cant actually..
i'm trying my best to treat her as a normal friend..
but the response i get it seems nt tht i expected..
for me.. a normal friend for nw is more thn enuff barhx..
bout best friend i dun think i could b as close as others..
hmmmm....

well..
tonight there'll b a party or a festive class gathering?? lolx..
wat i expect is it will b a GREAT party or outing..
hope there's no obstacles..

i'm here to speak out tht..

4s1 is the best ever~!!
i love all of eu~!!

carmen..
tai..
lyn..
min..
hua..
ting..
tewz..
jie yi..
ycy..
nie..
julia..
lim..
yin mei..
zuzu..

i love eu guys~!! as friend~~~~
lolx.. i'm mad already..
evon..
wat i wish is just tht we can b lk last time..
tht's my oni hope..

中秋节快乐~!!
10月3号2009年, 请天

...::: game 0ver :::...

...::: 永远都那么爱你:::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -2.14a.m- ]

[ -3rd October 09- ]

end hurtly.. start a new beginning?

well..
nth much to say actually..
go school as normal..
go tuition as normal..
everyday rain..

it seems many things changes..
i'm mad now.. lolx..
planning for holiday outing.. too early? lolxx..
final exam yet to come.. must work harder..
prove tht i'm nt USELESS~!!

hmmmm...
i'm trying hard to treat everyone fairly..
no one is better or good.. just all are same..
especially her.. but.. it seems for her lk nth~~
the gaps are widening.. nw thr's a big hole between us~~
all come to an end..
should i start from zero? or hav a new beginning?

scene captures by our eyes will last in our heart forever..
picture captures by camera are just a flash back memory tht wont last forever..
every words said will kip in our heart..
every words recorded will once be deleted..
being happy, life goes through happily..
being sad, life feels meaningless..

10月1号2009年晴天..

...::: game over :::...

...::: 来个好的开始好吗? :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -2.15p.m- ]

[ -1st October 2009- ]