i felt loneliness..

this moment..
duno y..
i just wanted someone to talk to me..
i felt vr lonely..
i hope my blog wont leave me alone.. lolz..

dota alone..
msn alone..
SDO alone..
haih..
wat's up with all my dear frends? hmmm.. bz holiday for them..
boring holiday for me..

good or bad?

hmmm..
since a long time i have been update my bl0g..
well..
many things had happened..
since is holiday..
day by day passed abnormally.. ==

ytd whn to celeb milk's birthday..
is a sudden invite from her..
whn with kok, carmen, milk and her..
surprisingly..
i sit with her during a quite interesting movie Mulan.. lolz
the feeling is strange.. for the whole movie..
took ph0t0s.. l0lz.. nice 0uting th0ugh..

today..
whn out again..
this time round with tai, min and ting..
watch Christmas Carol..
for me..
i love this movie..
gave some important lesson..
the circumstances of the movie makes me love christmas more..
in addition..
we watched it in 3D..
the snow is lovely and beautiful..

this year didnt work..
thr's no income coming in..
i'm short of income this time..
i've nt enuff money to buy any gift.. omg!
uhh...

well..
today..
i'm hapii during the bright sun still up high in the air..
i'm down whn the moon raises..
since morning till nw..
didnt sms n msn..
is normal wat!
y am i thinking so much?
i'm still out of my mind..
haih..
hope everything would just brush it off..

Christmas Countdown : 22 days

12月3号2009年, 雨天..

...::: things goes over and come over :::...

b0ring h0liday

last time..
during h0liday..
a l0t 0f ppl 0nline..
but wat happen to this h0liday?

h0liday lk exam..
less ppl 0nline..
it's really dun feel lk h0liday.. l0lz..
haih..
feel strange this few days..

next week start tuiti0n again..
haih..
the m0st b0ring h0liday tht i ever had..

...::: b0ring :::...

Last Gathering for 4s1.. ^^

4S1 guys.. eu guys rox!

The family of 4S1

...::: 18th November 2009 :::...

...::: best school family ever :::...

tagged by Suii Ev0nnE

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. JuLius
2. Ju
3. Julie ..::ting call me tht::..
4. DragonBall ==

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. 28 Feb
2. 1 Jan
3. 25 Dec
4. 21 Dec 2012 ..::Doomsday?::..

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. DotA
2. Msn
3. Listen S0ngz
4. Fb-iNg

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. DotA
2. KicK a footbAll as far as I coUld
3. ChaT wiTh frEndz
4. LisTen tO soNgz

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. the person wh0 taggEd me.. >.<
2. HumAnz
3. hUmaNz
4. humAnZ

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. b00ts
2. Limited eDition JersEy ..:: Man U ::.. xD
3. Car, ph0nE, LapT0p
4. Usain B0lt's speed, bEckhaM's freEkicK skiLL, EinstEin's Brain

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
1. DotA
2. ListeN MusIcz
3. Sd0
4. Fb

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. England
2. Japan
3. Switzerland
4. Taiwan

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Vodka
2. Juice
3. Champagne
4. Screwdriver

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. HeaDph0nE
2. wAx
3. monEy
4. swEEtz

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. WhitE
2. Black
3. BluE
4. SilVer

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
1. Ts
2. Sg waNg
3. PaviLLi0n
4. PasaR mlm

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
1. Family~
2. Friends~
3. muSicz
4. f00tball

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. prEsents received
2. suM1 w0uld plAy pian0 f0r me~
3. j0ining ManU reserves~
4. surprisiNg biRthdAe

TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. Blue A0i
2. mE
3. ZuhaIri
4. SheriLyn

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. ntH better 2 d0
2. tagged by Ev0nnE
3. f0r fuN
4. s0ng

THE PEOPLE WHO I GOING TO TAG:
1. ShEriLyn
2. Blue A0i
3. Kuroshuji
4. huManz
5. Ev0nnE

is everything still in ur heart?

i duno y..
is he still in ur hearT?
deep beneath ur broken heart?
do eu still think of him?

i dunno y i cant let it go..
although is a past tense..
and is non of my business..
y am i kip thinking about it?

y my eye sight kip on aiming at eu?
y my heart kip thinking of eu?
wat am i up to?

i wish to talk to eu everyday..
but it just could nt happen..
i dunno wat eu say..
i'm scare of ur response..
ur cold response do hurt me much..

i do look lk avoiding eu..
but nt my heart..
i still care..
i still concern..
but i dun deserve to do this..

i jsut wanna know..
where is he in ur heart..

i'm kinda stupid thinking bout the past..
it annoys eu..
i noe..
and eu do dislike me sometimes or always or duno~


11月10号2009年, 雨天...
4S1 加油!!

i couldn't let go of my blog..
without it..
i would b in the grave.. =X

I wish.. I wish and I wish..

2 years plus..
i've been in love with a girl..
but nw..
everything changes..
the feel i hav towards eu is fading away..
as lk eu said..
mayb we're more comfortable being a frend..

there's something i kept in mmy heart for a long time..
i dun wish everything to b lk nw..
i wish to b lk last time..
there're too many thingss around me tht will bring my mind back to eu..
it mayb stupid..
but for me..
is everything and is memorable..
since 06.07.07 the bus ticket on this date i've kept it till nw..
and 06.07.08 and so do 06.07.09..
these 3 ticket with ur birthdates on is with me..
i've been keeping it long time..

many ppl asked..
and many ppl say..
'' if i were eu i would let it go''
yes.. i'm doin and trying my best..
everything goes wrong for me but nt for eu mayb~~

i admit i often jealous..
i'm sensitive..
mayb this is bcoz my love for is too deep..
tears after tears..
laugh after laugh..
memories are still in my heart..
i wish the clock could turn back..
turn back to time whn we're as close as never..
i wish and i wish and i've always wish..

something tht i've never done it..
and there'll b no chance i guess..
the words tht kept in my mouth for a long time..
well..
let''s end this..

Evonne..
I LOVE EU~!!







Forever [ -LuVz- ]..
11月3号2009年, 晴天..

evrything ends..........
~~BLOG CLOSED~~

Gambade!!

exam is just around the corner!
let's prepare our mind to face form 4 final war!

hmmmm...
many things changes from time to time..
jealousy in my heart would nvr gone off..
lying to myself saying tht my heart has opened..
all is just a fake and lies in my heart..
y would i b jealousing if my heart really had opened up?

further and further sumone is goin away..
sooner or later..
contact will b getting lesser and lesser..
mayb oni can b contacted through MSN or something..
hmmm...
mayb is another obstacles..
after all..
i had to retreat even if i dun things will b nt as lk before..
i had lost evrything..

whether i'm jealousing or envying eu..
talented, smart, intellegent, clever..
hapii to c eu all getting along..
and i'm moving away..
without any misunderstanding..
dun worry..
i'm nt mistaken or anything..
something wont b happening means wont..

let's hope and b prepare..
to face the upcoming war..
pick up the shield..
choose ur weapon..
train up ur mind..
and let's go to face the war!

4s1..
b ready..
let's do the best out of our best!

10月21号2009年, 雨天..

...::: prepare our mind to face the challenge :::...
...::: face the change :::...
[ -LuVz- ]
[ -4.47p.m- ]
[ -21st October 09- ]

Untitled

no inspiration to write blog recently..
hmmm..
grey day go on everyday..
daily routine..
day by day..
things changes frequently..

trying to b good to everyone..
but failed..
hmmm..
anyway..
just recover back from minor dengue..
take blood for 4 consecutive days..
pain lk duno wat..
luckily it recover~!! ^^

exam is just around the corner..
many of my gang are studying..
some of them still enjoying gaming..
so do i half study half play.. ^^

for the past..
i may b a bad guy..
trying my vr best to chg myself..
but my past has spoil everything..
there'll b no turning back..
no matter hw hard i try to chg..

in the mean time..
everything seems to b lk cold and calm..
just lk the breeze ocean..
hope i can b lk normal and lk before..

10月18号2009年, 雨天..

...::: no turning back :::...

...::: life is full with ups and downs :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -12.24a.m- ]

[ -18th October 09- ]

中秋节party! ^^

well..

3rd october 09..

was the best mooncake festival tht i had in my teenage life.. ^^

having great fun with my buddies~~

we're invited by carmen to her house..

so much fun~!! ^^

tai, me, lyn, hua, ting, ycy, min, nie, julia, tew's brother, carmen..

at first we tot tai was nt coming..

but at last he came..

but once he arrived eu wished him bye~~~ haha..

he get back in the car and close the door.. xD

at last still nid to come down with his guitar.. haha..

but we miss out many ppl..

yuk, evon, JE, cyc, lim, zuzu.. haixxx..

we sing song..

we walk along the streets with lantern..

we joke around..

we chat around..

we take pictures..

we eonjoy it!

i love eu guys!! ^^

here are some pics..

group pics~~ but min, hua, ycy, nie, julia went back >.<''

me and tai.. xD

me, taii and boon singing tong hua.. boon sing.. ^^

star.. xD me, tai, boon, ycy's hand..

walking along the streets with lanterns!! ^^

me with candles on my nails.. ^^

tht's hw the mooncake festival end..^^
memorable 1.. hehe..
guys.. hope there's another party lk this next year..
even we're facing SPM..
fun is still goin on among us..
next year mayb at Nie's house ^^
i love eu guys my life!

10月5号2009年, 请天..

...::: 好的新开始:::...

...::: hapii always! :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -12.40a.m- ]

[ -5th October 09- ]