is everything still in ur heart?

i duno y..
is he still in ur hearT?
deep beneath ur broken heart?
do eu still think of him?

i dunno y i cant let it go..
although is a past tense..
and is non of my business..
y am i kip thinking about it?

y my eye sight kip on aiming at eu?
y my heart kip thinking of eu?
wat am i up to?

i wish to talk to eu everyday..
but it just could nt happen..
i dunno wat eu say..
i'm scare of ur response..
ur cold response do hurt me much..

i do look lk avoiding eu..
but nt my heart..
i still care..
i still concern..
but i dun deserve to do this..

i jsut wanna know..
where is he in ur heart..

i'm kinda stupid thinking bout the past..
it annoys eu..
i noe..
and eu do dislike me sometimes or always or duno~


11月10号2009年, 雨天...
4S1 加油!!

i couldn't let go of my blog..
without it..
i would b in the grave.. =X

specialise to 4S1

well..
anything dislike each other or wat just speak it out here..
yes here.. at my blog.. write in the comment..
tired of all this..

i noe no1 is perfect..
but still..
y cant we all just b peacefull?
yaw hua n lyn's prob they'll settle themselves..
and u.. y must eu care? cant eu just fuck off?
the hate in us is real deep..
take a piss n look urself into it..
always say ppl backstab eu..
y cant eu ask urself wat is ur mistake n wat eu did till bother us?
i'm disappointed with eu..
ur attitude has chg from bad to worse..
last time eu weren't lk tht..
nw ur attitude are worse thn shit..
eu think many ppl supported eu?
lolx.. think about it..

there is a lot of misunderstand in our class..
as i'm the middle person..
i noe hell lots of thing..
but still..
i'll zip up my mouth..
dun beg me to tell plsss...

yes..
i do appreciate all of eu as my frend..

Carmen..
i bliv her the most in the class..
i've told her many things..

Babi..
even i lk to scold n zat him..
he still a frend..
he is smart from inside but nt the outside =)

Vinnie..
mysterious..
best to talk with sometimes..
most cute in 4s1..
smart too.. ^^

Min..
cool.. funny.. mature..
he did console me sometimes nt to think too much.. thx..

Alex..
1 of my besties..
we're almost the same..
no interest in study..
interested most in game n football..
1 of the joker in class.. lolx..

Zu..
1 of my besties too..
he is strong at facts subject..
pure type of thinker..
gud patience..

JE
a gud frend to hang out with..
noe many thing bout fashion.. lolx..
lk to solo mic during sing K.. xD

Julia.. Yin Mei.. Jia Jun
they 3 r simply funny and quite good~~ xD

Tai..
my buddy..
help me a lot in study..
quite some ppl dislike him in class duno y..
he could incharge also everything..
sometimes can get things in control..

Lyn..
my buddy too..
helps a lot for my prob..
most of my thing i told her..
settle it for me.. advises me..
appreaciate her most..

Evonne..
thinking..
studies..
appearance..
attitude..
talent..
simply near to perfection for me..
changes mood the fastest.. lolx..
a princess of mine in my heart..
dun dare to comment so much.. nt really un bout her.. >.<

Julius..
?????
????
???
??
?
comment bout me..

i often plan some event for my frend.. reason is just simple..
c eu all hapii i'm hapii..
i would sacrifies almost everything just to get all of eu all out..
this day who nt free.. chg other..
other day who nt free.. i think n think n think again another day..
till the day which every1 is free but i'm nt.. i sacrifies myself for eu all..
sometimes.. i do get hot easily.. i'm controlling nw.. its better from last time.. i think..
for those who hate me or watever it is..
do wat eu wish to do..
say watever eu wish to say..
think b4 eu say or cc urself b4 eu say..
my time with eu all is nt long..
we'll break out and continue our own journey for future..
left about one n a half year to go..
hope tht eu all wont forget each other..
for every occasion i planned..

i do list down the date n day..
i do list down who n where we went..
i do list down my frend in my heart..
eu all r my everything..

Evonne i luv eu~!!
dun misunderstand nt couple.. ==

...::: withdrawn day 19 :::...

...::: frend forever!! :::..

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -1.36a.m- ]

[ -23rd August 09- ]

Tiring Day

well..
after an exhausted day of the school photography session..
day 1 of our job is..

DONE~!!

still gt another day to go.. >< 4S1 we done a GREAT job~!!
it tooks roughly 10 to 15 mins to take a pic..
oni 1~!! imagine tht..
this wait tht.. tht wait this.. wat the hell~
after whole day long..
finally we came to an end..

as usual..
after school we went out to eat..
today me, min and neville~
went to eat at a nearby restaurant..
thn came back i went to the library and search for her..
surprisingly..
she is reading BIOLOGY..
so ''hardworking'' ==
lolx..
thn i took a stupid poem book which she call it as a DICTIONARY ==
for reason..
the word is small~~~ ==''

but i felt tht i'm so useless..
for nearly an hour i'm with her..
we talk nt even more thn 50 sentences i think..
omg..
i can feel tht she feels boring whn she is with me..
so sry..
haih~~

sun shines, flower blooms..
moon glare, owl cried..
cloud shape as i wonder wat it is..
shadow under the tree is where i hide myself..
self talking, bird chirping..
wind blow as leaf falls..
every hour, every minute, every second..
picture of memories slide through my mind..
wat am i thinking of?

tht's all for today..

...::: path of life is set for us :::...

...::: accept and go through it :::...

...::: still waitin :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -10.11p.m- ]

[ -3rd August 09- ]