is everything still in ur heart?

i duno y..
is he still in ur hearT?
deep beneath ur broken heart?
do eu still think of him?

i dunno y i cant let it go..
although is a past tense..
and is non of my business..
y am i kip thinking about it?

y my eye sight kip on aiming at eu?
y my heart kip thinking of eu?
wat am i up to?

i wish to talk to eu everyday..
but it just could nt happen..
i dunno wat eu say..
i'm scare of ur response..
ur cold response do hurt me much..

i do look lk avoiding eu..
but nt my heart..
i still care..
i still concern..
but i dun deserve to do this..

i jsut wanna know..
where is he in ur heart..

i'm kinda stupid thinking bout the past..
it annoys eu..
i noe..
and eu do dislike me sometimes or always or duno~


11月10号2009年, 雨天...
4S1 加油!!

i couldn't let go of my blog..
without it..
i would b in the grave.. =X