During the past, I easily fall in love with someone which is good to me.
But at once, I fal in love with someone that bound me for a long time.
After all ups and down, when I'm ready, I find that I'm hard to fall in love.
Even I don't even know where and how to start.
You'd changed me, I'd challenged myself.
Now, I lost myself again and yet to be found.
I'm strong in my body, I'm weak in my soul.
A broken wound that has been with me for half a decade.
A broken wound with salt just added, it hurts a lot.
Used to emo all day long,
Now, used to dance it out to express it.
Chances are given once, twice but not trice.
When it came, I deny it by confusing myself.
Once it passed, regretted and blame oneself.
It happened past few years, and it came again.
I lost my determination and confidence.
I'll say I love you, and I did.
I'll greet everyday, and I tried.
Do I still loving you, the answer might be yes from the inside,
but not the outside.
Why it get on my nerve?
Why it changed?
Sorry for letting it go, all the best and good luck.
Lastly, half a decade will be continue and I still love you.
