Dream

all the while i was just dreaming..
clouds cover up the sun..
leaving me dark in the reality..
envy of other couple..

name written in the stars was just a wish to me..
loving eu was just a dream..
or is it a nightmare?
day by day..
dreaming of the same old matter..

but this dream has change me a lot..
wat i dream nw has come to an end..
this dream really mean a lot to me..
this dream has faded and it doesnt came true at last..

hereby the wind will blow eu the happiness i wish for eu..
as the right one eu were seaching would came to eu..
hope the star will bring eu wat eu dream n wish for..
collapse, corrupted, broken and finally faded away..

as for Stephenie..
i'm here to wish eu 2 happily together.. lolx...
i wonder when would the day came to me?
she'll find hers someday later..
well.. waiting to day to come..
it could b a disasterest day in my life..
God Bless Me.. =(

...::: withdrawn day 27 :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -4.23p.m- ]

[ -31st August 09- ]

eu're rite..

evonne..
eu're rite..
i cant even take care of myself hw could i take care of eu?
sry if i failed to cheer or help eu out something..

i really cant understand myself..
wat i nid..
wat is my ability..
i can even noe wat is up with me..
i'm bz body thts wat i noe..

ppl talking to me..
even she herself call me to giv up..
i'm just being stubborn..
haih..
wat i wan actually?!! GOD!!!

i just wish to noe everything..
i just wish to noe wat others thinking..
i just wish to do i could change everything..
i just wish to hav a happy life lk anyone else!!

in the end..
i torture myself..
i hurt myself..
making myself just thinking on something tht shouldn't been thinking nw..
making my studies down to drain..

wat i gt in the end??
nth..
everything seems worthless..
hurt..
cry..
being hate by ppl..
i'm being such an annoying person..

it seems i dun look lk a guy..
cry n cry n cry..
frends trying to cheer me up..
console me..
but.. i just cant let eu go..
i did count..

i already loving eu for..
785days..
day by day i counted..
well..
my wish is getting simple n much more simple..
nw i just wish to b a best frend of urs..
and hope eu could treat me lk others in 4s1..
haih..

God Bless Me.. =(

...::: withdrawn day 27 :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -1.46a.m- ]

[ -31st August 09- ]

Holidays 0ver..

well..
no inspiration to write blog this few days..
just..
days nt goin so well for me..
nt as hapii as b4.. lolx..

hmmmmm...
as lyn said b4..
things will get better in time..
i h0pe so..

er... duno wat to say.. ><
oh ya..
Manchester United 2 - 1 Arsenal.. ^^
real Man U is back!!

well..
watching FF X.. outdated rite me? nw oni watch..
hmmmmm....
i lk wat Yuna n Tidus made the promises..

Yuna : I promise.. if we were seperated we'll just whistle.. ^^
[[ Tidus teached her to whistle!]]

1 more thing..
she said..
she practises smile eventhough she is sad..
she also asked Tidus to laugh out loud.. funny..
haih..
hw gud if we're lk them.. dreaming.. ==

hmmmmmm....
i hav scored 4 goals with my new weapon for 3 consecutive weeks!! ^^
hope this will go on.. lolx..

uhh~~~
feel tht..
my worries n my effort worth nth..
nt oni in ''tht'' matter.. others the same..
many things bothering around..
i'm acting strange as ever.. being annoyed..
haih..
watever it is.. hope for a better tomolo.. =(

...::: withdrawn day 26 :::...

...::: smile just to hide the sadness away :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -1.04p.m- ]

[ -30th August 09- ]

Wat a Day ==

wake up as normal..
11.00a.m.. still feel sleepy coz sleep around 2a.m last nite.. lolx..
boring morning.. zz
text her ask her wat time she go out..
planned nicely.. bath.. eat.. walk to station..
nt even 5 mins train come n met her at Pandan Jaya LRT station..
even she wear casually she is still the prettiest!! ^^
white t with shorts.. nice odour.. but we sit with a gap from each other.. lolx

meet up with yin mei at a cafe name Wong Si Nai.. cute name huh? xD
she ate tuna and drank honey lemon~~ lolx..
quite worry for her stomach.. dun misunderstand.. ><
thn we kip bully her by taking her pic.. which is a disadvantage for my sux phone..==
lolx.. thn she came up with an idea to write something to place on the mirror..
wrote something on it.. just to bla bla bla.. =P
everything go smoothly till tuition..
once again Anwar class was packed!! ><
tot gt a nicely 4 place for me, YM, Evon and KY..
but i sit with hua n ycy coz there gt a place and i dump her again ==
uhh!!! damn it..

after class..
as usual..
no chance to say a bye or even a wave of hand..
duno y feel lk waitin her to say bye~~
went D-Net alone.. play till ngam ngam 5..
waited her at I-Cafe for 5mins..
take a decision to wait at pudu LRT..
stand, walk up n down the stairs till the heavy downpour came..
i met CYC, Reagen, See Couple, Jun Fei Couple..
all ask me waitin wat i.. n i lie saying tht my bro on the way to LRT station.. nt all
waited about 20minutes she said mayb go back by taxi.. uhh~ okay..
wait another 5 mins thr's a train came and i went back alone in the rain..

reached home..

worry..

worry...

worry....

coz the rain is really heavy..
finally she text me whn she reach home..
saying tht she take LRT back..
i was lk..
wat the..
she kip saying sorry.. for?
well.. is my own decision to wait though..
just simply mean nt to wait her next time.. ><

later tuition again..
which i hate tuition at nite nw.. duno y..
uhh~!!

tht's it~!!
oh ya.. frgt

Hapii 27th Evonne!! ^^

...::: withdrawn day 23 :::...

...::: am i annoying? :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -7.41p.m- ]

[ -27th August 09- ]

enjoy? ^^

fisrt of all..
hapii bufdae to..

ZuZu..
Ycy..
Lim..

and thx for all who come for the so call celebration..

Tai..
Min..
Lim..
Zu..
Ycy..
Ryan..
Lyn..
Nie..
JE..
Evon..
Carmen..
Julia..
Yin mei..

hope eu all r having a great fun with today occasion..
especially Zu, Ycy and Lim..
today is really a special day..
sing K thn go bowling..

as for Neway part..
things go smoothly..
1st i've booked a room earlier tht can feat in many ppl..
lolx.. guess wat..
Room No. 27~!! evon hapii with tht? lolx..
can say lucky..
after long hours of singing..
the bill came..
it cost about RM363.40~!! ><

after tht we went for bowling.. oni boys playing ==
for the 1st 2 round oni guys were thr..
but out of no where all the girls came in..
i asked someone..
the reason is..
no place to walk.. ==
ok fine with tht..
many of eu all having great time with each other.. ^^
i'm glad with tht..
oh ya.. for the bowling result..
me 1st..
ycy 2nd.. many ppl replaced..
zuzu 3rd..

well..
as for me..
nt as wat i expected.. ^^
wat i wish non of it came true..
group pictures nt really been taken properly..
nvm barhx.. eu all enjoy thts enuff..
and..
i would lk to say something to Nie..
eu're the prettiest today.. lolxx ^^
thts all..
hope eu all enjoy it..
enjoy marhx? statisfied?

...::: withdrawn day 22 :::...

...::: chances r nt given but is cherish :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -8.20p.m- ]

[ -26th August 09- ]

Sorry for everything

ok..
i've deleted some of my post..
i'm here to apologise!
is my mistake n my bad bcoz of misusing the function of blog..
all the while i didnt notice my mistake..
i oni pointed out ppl's mistakes..

many ppl had advices him n helped him a lot..
i'm nt jealousing or wat..
well..
mayb i shouldn't take it so serious..
wat he say is right..
my past it would have spoil my image for nw..
my attitude is the 1 which is killing me all these while..
being too cool, too emo, and think of a lot of thing..

after a talk today after tuition..
i had understand..
nt everything come to my path must b perfect as wat i wish..
wat i did to her i really didnt think of her side..
i being too selfish of myself..
i oni think tht.. i treat eu gud.. sit bside her.. care of her..
have already shown my luv to her..
actually is nt..
i didnt think of her side..
actually..
i always ask her to text me whn she reach her destination..
well.. she dun nid to..
coz.. whr she go n who she with is nt really my prob..
she gt her frend.. she gt her freedom..
thinking of kissing really is my biggest mistake of my life..
mayb i should hide myself up and think of it again..

every cloud has it silver lining..
every star has it own wishes..
every season has it own characteristic..
every person have their own secret hiding bhind..

think n think n think again..
mayb..
i really dun understand anything well at all..
i've learn a lesson..
be myself..
dun care wat others think..
accept wat GOD gives us..
even i'm short..
but i noe de thing ntt less..
so.. i think GOD is always fair..
i'm hapii with wat i havve n dun nid to b 100% perfection.. =)

...::: withdrawn day 21 :::...

...::: every clouds has it silver lining :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -7,28p.m- ]

[ -25th August 09- ]

specialise to 4S1

well..
anything dislike each other or wat just speak it out here..
yes here.. at my blog.. write in the comment..
tired of all this..

i noe no1 is perfect..
but still..
y cant we all just b peacefull?
yaw hua n lyn's prob they'll settle themselves..
and u.. y must eu care? cant eu just fuck off?
the hate in us is real deep..
take a piss n look urself into it..
always say ppl backstab eu..
y cant eu ask urself wat is ur mistake n wat eu did till bother us?
i'm disappointed with eu..
ur attitude has chg from bad to worse..
last time eu weren't lk tht..
nw ur attitude are worse thn shit..
eu think many ppl supported eu?
lolx.. think about it..

there is a lot of misunderstand in our class..
as i'm the middle person..
i noe hell lots of thing..
but still..
i'll zip up my mouth..
dun beg me to tell plsss...

yes..
i do appreciate all of eu as my frend..

Carmen..
i bliv her the most in the class..
i've told her many things..

Babi..
even i lk to scold n zat him..
he still a frend..
he is smart from inside but nt the outside =)

Vinnie..
mysterious..
best to talk with sometimes..
most cute in 4s1..
smart too.. ^^

Min..
cool.. funny.. mature..
he did console me sometimes nt to think too much.. thx..

Alex..
1 of my besties..
we're almost the same..
no interest in study..
interested most in game n football..
1 of the joker in class.. lolx..

Zu..
1 of my besties too..
he is strong at facts subject..
pure type of thinker..
gud patience..

JE
a gud frend to hang out with..
noe many thing bout fashion.. lolx..
lk to solo mic during sing K.. xD

Julia.. Yin Mei.. Jia Jun
they 3 r simply funny and quite good~~ xD

Tai..
my buddy..
help me a lot in study..
quite some ppl dislike him in class duno y..
he could incharge also everything..
sometimes can get things in control..

Lyn..
my buddy too..
helps a lot for my prob..
most of my thing i told her..
settle it for me.. advises me..
appreaciate her most..

Evonne..
thinking..
studies..
appearance..
attitude..
talent..
simply near to perfection for me..
changes mood the fastest.. lolx..
a princess of mine in my heart..
dun dare to comment so much.. nt really un bout her.. >.<

Julius..
?????
????
???
??
?
comment bout me..

i often plan some event for my frend.. reason is just simple..
c eu all hapii i'm hapii..
i would sacrifies almost everything just to get all of eu all out..
this day who nt free.. chg other..
other day who nt free.. i think n think n think again another day..
till the day which every1 is free but i'm nt.. i sacrifies myself for eu all..
sometimes.. i do get hot easily.. i'm controlling nw.. its better from last time.. i think..
for those who hate me or watever it is..
do wat eu wish to do..
say watever eu wish to say..
think b4 eu say or cc urself b4 eu say..
my time with eu all is nt long..
we'll break out and continue our own journey for future..
left about one n a half year to go..
hope tht eu all wont forget each other..
for every occasion i planned..

i do list down the date n day..
i do list down who n where we went..
i do list down my frend in my heart..
eu all r my everything..

Evonne i luv eu~!!
dun misunderstand nt couple.. ==

...::: withdrawn day 19 :::...

...::: frend forever!! :::..

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -1.36a.m- ]

[ -23rd August 09- ]

Am i worse thn ever?

i'm vr unwell today..
first of all..
yes.. i disrespect teacher..
it should nt b happening..
and it happens on me..

cant she c i didnt even talk?
yes.. i noe she is teaching.. but i'm bored with wat she is repeating..
but i still didnt talk..
Alex just pass me back a piece of paper and she thought i'm talking..
fine~!!
called me to the front and explain?
yes.. i noe wat is all about..
i just dun wanna go out..
tot just stay quiet she'll continue..
but she play small gas game? went out to the staff room?
nt even 15mins come back? wat for?

finally i explained..
anything still wanna say? say i dun pay attention larhx..
yes.. i'm in big trouble..
is my mistake.. is my wrong..
she BLAME nicely.. mayb is for gud..
alright..
from this occassion..
most of 4S1 will chg the way they think of me..
i dun hav moral.. i disrespect teacher..

tai..
vinnie..
lyn..
carmen..
evonne..
julia..
mee yuk..
jie yi..
yean ching..
kar min..
Alex..

i apologise for all of eu..
i make eu all in trouble for doin 5times correction..
my reputation all gone just for this incident..
as for evonne..
i've gav her a bad inspiration..
as i'm nt a gud person n inmorale person..

a good flower just ruined by just a cut..
tall tree came down timber by just a saw..
everything came dark whn thunderstorm strikes..
i'm doomed..

i noe i made a big mistake..
whn i ignored wat teacher said..
saying her bout being small gas..
i'm 1 of it too..
sry for changing the view of everything..

sry for everything..
mayb i'm really nt a gud guy after all..
for those who hav read this blog..
pls pls pls pls pls..
scold me..
comment bout me..
speak out my mistake..

PLEASE~!!

...::: withdrawn day 16 :::...

...::: there's no turning back to a better beginning :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -7.26p.m- ]

[ -20th August 09- ]

U're Welcome

as for today..
ting didnt come to school for the 2 consecutive day..
hope tht he's okay with everything..
noe.. i anti H1N1..

hmmm...
today.. i've accompany her till LRT station oni~~
coz.. i've to take LRT home as the closest way...
and also the furthest destination i manage to sent her home..
we've talk bout many things..
i tried my best nt to let her felt boring..
did i accomplished tht?
i dun think so~~ >.<

i'm being so honest to her these day..
as can say all the while also vr honest.. xD
i'll try nt to hide anything from her..
hope tht she won't avoid me larhx~~~~
lolx.. vr hapii today.. ^^

but still..
i've to keep watch of myself..
nt to get too close or too over bout tht..
just to avoid words from idiots around..
there's a lot though~~
keep some distance is the best way to prevent gossips..
so..
idiots pls SHUT UP~!!

wan talk bad bout us..
come speak it out loud infront of me..
dun say her bad things bhind her..
i'm here to say out loud to idiots..
stop gossiping n stabbing me or her..
in this world any1 gt their rights to love someone..
no big deal..

...::: withdrawn day 15 :::...

...::: prevention is better thn cure :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -11.07p.m- ]

[ -17th August 09- ]

Sunny and Rainy

inspiration finally come to my sight..
as it gav me the idea or writing this blog..

it's been a while since YCY come back to tuition..
i miss him though =)
but y long after eu hav recover with ur sickness..
eu still fill ur eyes with tears?

nth much special things happen today..
hmmm...
guys..
i noe i dun hav the right to say or comment at any1..
i'm just nth in 4s1.. ( i guess.. )
as lk sum1 said..
'' eu hav no right to say any1.. '' in chinese..
'' ni mei you zhi ge qu shuo bie ren.. ''
so..
i think i dun nid to care so much bout wat happen next in my class =)

there's something hidden in my mind..
y is A fight with B whn C ask A wat happen A said non of C business??
is thr any big deal if C knows A fight with B? hmm...

after martin tuition..
me n ycy go search for sum1 but failed..
surprisingly.. Julia, Lyn and CYC waited for us..
the reason is scare my face turns to charcoal..
actually.. i'm trying hard to chg my attitude..
i'm easily emotional.. i admit at this point..
i noe most of my so call frend dislike my attitude..
but.. i've been trying my best..
as lk i said earlier..

'' changing the face '' can change nothing!! "
'' face the change '' can change everything!! ''

well..
for wat i've did..
i apologise here..

I'm So Sorry for being a hater in school..

let's talk bout the hapii moment..
she registered for the P.Moral trip to organic farm~~ ^^
b4 she went to c tht gold fish..
she showed me tht she's using the wallet tht i bought for her~~ ^^
at tht moment..
nth in my mind but oni can feel the happiness in my heart!
satisfied~~
she is treating me better nw..
compare to the previous past..
hope this will last longer..
but still..
there's a gap larhx..
i hav to face it..
oh ya..
a song entitled..
Sha Gua.. flash back her voice n her performance in my mind..
this song will remind me of her..
i will listen to this song every nite b4 i sleep.. =)

Julius b strong!!

thts all.. Nite bloggie~!!

...::: withdrawn day 14 :::...

...::: happiness is cherish by ourself :::...

...::: forever love :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -12.09a.m- ]

[ -19th August 09- ]

Journey of Life

Don't compare urself with any1 in this world..
If eu do compare, eu're insulting urself..
A lock won't b manufactured without a key..
As God won't giv problems without solutions..

Life laughs at eu whn eu're unhappy..
Life smiles at eu whn eu're happy..
Life salutes eu whn eu make other hapii..
Smile always as we live our life.. =)

Every successful person has a painful story..
Every painful story has a successful ending..
Accept the pain and get ready to success..
Whn eu think eu're strong, thr r ppl who r stronger..

It is ez to judge other's mistakes..
But it is difficult to recognize our own mistake..
No one can go back and chg a bad beginning..
But any1 can start a new beginning nw and create a successful ending..

If a prob can b solved, why need to worry?
If a prob can't b solved, wat is the use of worrying too?
If eu miss an opportunity, don't fill ur eyes with tears..
As the tears will wash away a better opportunity infront of eu..

'' Changing the face " can change nothing..
" Face the change " can change everything..
Don't complain bout others..
Change urself if eu do wan peace for life..

Mistakes are costly whn they happen..
But as time flows..
Collection of mistakes called experience..
Which may lead to success..

Be determined whn faces obstacles..
Be humble n calm whn eu earned urself a victory..
Heated gold bcome ornament..
Beaten copper bcome wires..
Depleted stone bcome statue..
So..
Be determined to face the challenge ahead..
Gain the pain in life..
Eu'll b valuable..

Learn from mistakes..
Don't just blame others for the lost..
Opportunity doesn't come always..
Cherish..
As the path of ur life is set by ur mind..
Remember my frend..
Future is in our hand..
Hold on tight to achieve it..
I'm here waiting to c the success of 4S1 in future..

As name written in the stars..
Julius.. =)

...::: Withdrawn Day 13 :::...

...::: Learn from mistake :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -3.07p.m- ]

[ -16th August 09- ]

Frendz

as for today..

is a total foolish day..

uhh~~

firstly..

me n lyn tot tht Umaas did told us tht today gt additional class..

but..

whn we went thr after tai, ting, zu and me put the beg in the class..

thn oni we realise tht the class is conducted by Mr Kung!! maths teacher form 5 class..

omg~~

after tht..

i really hav to say million's of

THANK YOU~!!

to

Tai...

Lyn...

Ting...

they accompanied me to check out the price of my WEAPON~ xD

time fly as wind blow..

went to McD bcoz of Tai wanna eat~~ reasons.. =P

accompanied lyn back..

thn we went back by taxi..

soon after..

clock strikes 5.30pm in the evening..

went pavilion with family..

finally..

i bought my WEAPON~!!

tht's my WEAPON.. xD
it cost about RM510.. =0
well.. dun think tht i'm rich barhx..
haha..

hmm..
as like normal..
sms her early in the morning..
she said tht she's bz!!
half a day didnt sms her.. miss her so much =(

well..
tht's it barhx..
hav to get some sleep for tomorrow's football..
try out my new WEAPON~!!

Nite bloggie~!!

...::: Withdrawn day 12 :::...
...::: smile always as life smile at eu if eu were hapii :::...
...::: end :::...
[ -LuVz- ]
[ -1.01a.m- ]
[ -16th August 09- ]

Untitled

well..
as for today..
duno whr to start..
lolx..

ok.. at school..
we hav 2period of PJ but oni play for 1.. teacher wasted our time..
seems nonsense.. >< size="1">bcoz of it is an open book test.. ==
i also scored a gud result in Maths too!! this 1 is fair n square 1.. xD
96% is the score~~~
Mr. Leow told us story bout ghost n spirit thingy.. bcoz we said we dun wish to study.. xD

after school..
as usual~~ friday~~
its BADMINTON~!!
this time is oni 7 of us.. so little~~

Julius
Tai
Lyn
Ting
Min
Carmen
Babi

we booked for 2 hours as usual..
but i oni played for 1 hour..
bcoz..
i accompany her to the comic shop!! == the environment is hot n terrifying..
she swt lk hell~~ i used my hand wiped her sweat but she said..
dun touch.. lolx..
we chit chat for about an hour..
she read a comic quite romantic..

a guy observe a girl for a long time..
the girl lk a book which hav a poem tht she lk it vr much..
as the guy noe.. he bought tht book too..
n wrote tht poem at a bench situate at a bus stop (nt mistaken)
she replied it!! thn she waited thr n found out tht guy is from a BAD school..
lolx.. bla bla bla.. skipped~~~
tht guy wanna prove to the girl he really luv her..
bla bla bla.. n finally they manage to b together~~ aw~~
whn will b the day tht will come to me? =S

i look through her phone..
pics.. pics.. pics.. all of it is wonderful~!!
eu're so pretty!! ^^
she also tell me tht today is a GREEN VALENTINE DAY~!!
suddenly..
some feel occur in my heart..
but i let the feel runs away as the wind n time passes~~
haih~~
wat will happen if i cherish the feel n folo wat it says?
it's been a long time we hav been together chit chatting for such a long time..
i really cant forget the moment..
hoping tht the moment will come often as i always can b rite by ur side.. =(
but will it b? neh~~

skipped tuition again..
cough lk mad.. uhh..
H1N1 f**k off!! dun come!! xD

the day ended..

Happy Green Valentine Day Evonne~!! xD

...::: withdrawn day 10 :::...

...::: chances given once,twice but nt the third :::...

...::: cherish every moment every chances :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -10.15p.m- ]

[ -14th August- ]

Exam is 0ver!!

Finally..
exam is over!!
did badly in this exam.. uhh~~
i wonder hw she did?
hope she'll get a better result.. ^^

i was been sick these 2 days.. uhh~~
damn unwell..
hmm..
guess wat..
add maths paper majority are from text book..

and..

and...

and....

and.....

text book are allowed to bring in!!
the teacher just chg the unknown lk from a to x..
2x chg to -x.. bla bla bla..
hope can get better result for this Add Maths..

after school..
as normal..
went to tuition..
but wat the hell..
no place!! sit at the back..
firstly..
i saw her bag was there n bhind her was empty..
but bside thr gt ppl sit..
lolx.. Tendou called me sit the otherside..
i stood n stun thr for so long thinking wanna sit thr anot..
finally i dun giv a f**k and i choose to sit with Ting, Zu, Tai n Lyn..
uhh~~
after class tot wanna say bye to her..
in a blink of an eye..
she was disappeared!! ==
suan barhx.. she's rushing for time..

well..
tomolo badminton lk no one wanna go..
tew bros nt goin coz scare of H1N1..
the same for Zu..
as for Vinnie.. Julia n Mei..
Vinnie said lazy.. duno true or nt or mayb i go she dun wanna go..=S
Julia gt tuition and i dunno bout YM..
as for me.. i said i wanna go i will still go even there's oni 4 person..
lolx..
tht's me..

oh ya..
1 more thing..
i was trying to get Sumone's msn or hp number..

and..

and...

and....

Ooi Arng misunderstand tht i fall for her!!
my ears is red lk apple.. lolx..
we just talked for the 1st time today!!
dun misunderstand ar!!

haha..
tht's all barhx..
hope for a better tomolo~!!

...::: withdrawn day 9 :::...

...::: bliv in sense is better to bliv in words :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -5.38p.m- ]

[ -13th August 09- ]

Exam!!

well well well..
guess wat..
tomorrow is my monthly test..

AGAIN~!!

is time to study..
but i didnt.. xD
duno y really dun hav the mood to study..
mayb is bcoz many things happen recently..
haiz~~~~
hope i wont fail any 1 of the subject..
especiall..

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS~!!

erm..
there's something cute i wanna mention..
text book are allow to b in the class during exam for AM..
cute huh?

well..
there's one more thing..
erm..
her dai sou.. or duno wat should i call larhx..
has left Malaysia and whn to England to study may nt b back..
is sad coz someone who r close to eu for so long thn they left..
here i wish her all the best in future..
even i didnt talk to her b4.. =)

hmmm....
i think thts all barhx..
Julius Wong study larhx dun play larhx..
lolx..

4s1 加油~!!

Moments, memories..
once captured in our heart..
it'll b there forever..
tidal, hurricane, even thunderstorm..
couldn't erase from our heart..

so long live she in the hearts aglow of urs..
heart cries when thee left..
leaving shadow and memories bhind..
wishes eu hav a smooth path of journey..

-JW-

...::: withdrawn day 5 :::...

...::: memories and friendship will nvr b erase from our heart :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -7.16p.m- ]

[ -9th August 09- ]

Exam is here

Well..
lately less ppl online..
just bcoz of exams~ ><
YOUNG TAU FU..
lolx.. xD
this is bcoz she less exercise and her flesh is soft..
omg~~
exercise is healthy noe? haha!!

oh ya..
another so call poem has been made by a ACTED GIRL n LIKE TO GOSSIP PPl..

You are my love..
Over the hills..
Under the clouds..
Nothing can stop my mind..
Gasping for air as my tears flow..

Everything to me is oni YOU..
Vine waving as wind blow..
On this land of greenery views..
Not oni eu appear in my mind..
Neither do my heart keep thinking of eu..
Eager to find the path to ur heart..

I cant see the truth in ur mind..

Lying to myself for the past years..
Only myself noe how much i love eu..
Viewing through ur beautiful eyes..
Everything aorund came to a stop..

You're the one i love..
Only this moment i could speak it out loud..
Urge to say I LOVE YOU!!!

haha..
comment ya..
even though it looks lk annoying..
well..
study time!!

4S1 gogogo!! score excellent result again!!

...::: withdrawn day 3 :::...

...::: a restart is nt bad after all :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -9.48p.m- ]

[ -7th August 09- ]

untitled

4th August 09..
something had happen..
coming days it wont b same..
y all this come all of a sudden?

this matter is getting from bad to worst..
last nite..
tears flows out..
2 hours of time it nvr stop..

i'm tired..

deeply hurt..

depressed..

screwed..

wat shud i really do to face this all alone?
well..
yea.. mayb eu're rite..
frend would b more comfortable for both of us..
i noe many ppl backstabbed us..
is really annoying..
and..
i also noe eu dun lk it too..
pls..
dun object me.. i noe eu'll say i dunno eu well..

i'm short..

i'm nt smart..

i'm small gas..

i'm always the emo 1..

well..
hope our relationship of frend can last 4ever..
dun nid to say sry or wat..
yes..
nw i'm awake..
i cant understand eu well..
i duno wat eu think..
i duno hw eu feel..
but..
i really didnt regret in loving eu..
thts all..

erm..
actually..
i've been standing hard for the way eu treat me differently..
and i hope this will stop..
is really hard to stand..
well..
sry for every problem thn i caused..

frend forever? ^^

...::: withdrawn day 1 :::...

...::: letting go of something mayb a gud start :::...

...::: learn from mistake :::...

...::: end :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -10.39p.m- ]

[ -5th August 09- ]

Tiring Day

well..
after an exhausted day of the school photography session..
day 1 of our job is..

DONE~!!

still gt another day to go.. >< 4S1 we done a GREAT job~!!
it tooks roughly 10 to 15 mins to take a pic..
oni 1~!! imagine tht..
this wait tht.. tht wait this.. wat the hell~
after whole day long..
finally we came to an end..

as usual..
after school we went out to eat..
today me, min and neville~
went to eat at a nearby restaurant..
thn came back i went to the library and search for her..
surprisingly..
she is reading BIOLOGY..
so ''hardworking'' ==
lolx..
thn i took a stupid poem book which she call it as a DICTIONARY ==
for reason..
the word is small~~~ ==''

but i felt tht i'm so useless..
for nearly an hour i'm with her..
we talk nt even more thn 50 sentences i think..
omg..
i can feel tht she feels boring whn she is with me..
so sry..
haih~~

sun shines, flower blooms..
moon glare, owl cried..
cloud shape as i wonder wat it is..
shadow under the tree is where i hide myself..
self talking, bird chirping..
wind blow as leaf falls..
every hour, every minute, every second..
picture of memories slide through my mind..
wat am i thinking of?

tht's all for today..

...::: path of life is set for us :::...

...::: accept and go through it :::...

...::: still waitin :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -10.11p.m- ]

[ -3rd August 09- ]

h0pe f0r a better day

Well..
i'm tired of all those colour thingy~~
so..
simple the best..

lately..
many things had occur..
good things..
bad things..
watever thing it is..
all problem start bulking up nt oni in me..
my frends are having prob though..
but..
wat makes me worry is..
SHE~

from seconds onwards..
she's gonna backup her piano lesson..
its been a long time since she learn piano..
well..
wat i can oni do is just..
standby her side..
giving just mentally support..
stand hard to face any challenge..
and..
i'm always thr to support eu no matter wat it takes..

for another dearest frend of mine..
can say is quite private barhx..
but.. sry if i had say it out..
ancestor just passed way..
he is so down..
pity of him..
he's grown unlucky to hav broken family..
but as a best buddy of him..
support and care is always needed..
cheer up bro..
we're here.. 4ever mayb..

well..
for some gud things..
it sure is..
is so nt him~~
so..
due to the sensitivity of this issue..
i would lik to zip up my mouth.. lolx..

i think..
thts it barhx..
it is 2.11a.m in the morning..
wat giv me the impression to write this blog is SHE..
y can't i just cheer her up?
felt tht i'm so helpless for her..
omg~
wat i wish is just to console her..
or or or..
watever larhx..
am i really nt qualified? =(

anyway..

all the best!! eu can do it!!
thts it barhx..

Nite bloggie~

...::: frend in need is a frend in deed :::...

...::: i'll b thr whnever eu all needs me :::...

...::: still waitin :::...

[ -LuVz- ]

[ -2.16a.m- ]

[ -2nd August 09- ]